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17th January

Posted January 17th 2010 at 01:20 PM by sianimusegirl (Fall Back kid:()

I think ive finally reached an end point
there is no further to go
no more life lessons to learn
no cutain call
no encore
no final wishes
no last breaths
just a black empty hole something im trying desparately to fill, anything, its like im clucthing at human contact
makes me know im alive
doesnt stop it hurting, doesnt make breathing easier
Doesnt make liveing with myeself easy
but hey
might not have to do it for long...

sianimusegirl

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January 10th

Posted January 11th 2010 at 08:31 PM by sianimusegirl (Fall Back kid:()

I am utterly going to fail my exams
thats my career out the window
my bf is breaking up with me
i feel so lost
should i feel this guilty over it?
should i cry more?
Hes institutionalised me by totally monopolysing me
il be empty of he goes
he left me with nothing ;(

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Friday the 13th

Posted November 13th 2009 at 06:34 PM by sianimusegirl (Fall Back kid:()

Today is sociopath day
i wanted to throw a guy across a room by his throat earlier for making smart arse comments
and i have friends that are trying to be supportive but just crippling me.I feel smothered by everyone, and just cant breathe,
i just wanna be swallowed up by this black hole inside.

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Losing yourself?

Posted January 8th 2009 at 01:42 PM by sianimusegirl (Fall Back kid:()

I dont really know what im supposed to do?
Sit here and talk about why i like everyone else has "problems"
I think jamie made me come on here for a reason somehow. Not quite sure what?
I dont want to say things and seem cliche and "emo"
But yet..this is all new to me
I dont dot he being helped
im the helper
so come to me