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It's Déjà Vu all over again
Posted August 7th 2015 at 03:53 AM by slowly_fading
I knew it! It would not last long. I'm tired of things that go on at home. I have the best little sibling but I'm the one chasing the child. I'm the one that's asked to do things. People expect so much from me and when I don't meet their standards I'm frowned upon.
You may tell me "move out!" MUCH EASIER SAID THAN DONE!!! And if you say get a job, I have one. If you say sit down and talk to your parents, done that! If you say go to school, I'm starting college this fall. If you say ignore, I've done that for so long. If you say hang out with friends? I don't have any!!! Then you'll tell me go out and find some... I've done that! And I've been pushed aside EVERY TIME! I have not held one friendship longer then 3 years!
I'm so flippen done with all this crap! I'm done! Sometimes I wish I was old so I would not have to worry about my stupid future!
Now it's all coming back to me as to why I felt useless, why I felt unwanted, why I wanted to disappear.
You may tell me "move out!" MUCH EASIER SAID THAN DONE!!! And if you say get a job, I have one. If you say sit down and talk to your parents, done that! If you say go to school, I'm starting college this fall. If you say ignore, I've done that for so long. If you say hang out with friends? I don't have any!!! Then you'll tell me go out and find some... I've done that! And I've been pushed aside EVERY TIME! I have not held one friendship longer then 3 years!
I'm so flippen done with all this crap! I'm done! Sometimes I wish I was old so I would not have to worry about my stupid future!
Now it's all coming back to me as to why I felt useless, why I felt unwanted, why I wanted to disappear.
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