It was 9 weeks 4 days since I last SH. 9 weeks 4 days since I last gave in. 9 weeks 4 days of hell that I had to put up with. 9 weeks 4 days that I put up with it. 9 weeks 4 days of work that has gone down the drain. It is 7 hours since I last SH.

I am tired. I am just so tired of it. Waking up every day to argue with my parents, then I go into school and my teachers always seem to have a problem with me and then I go home again and have to deal with my parents. It is just an endless loop and I am fed up with having to deal with it. Nobody seems to get the fact I am trying my best. Nobody will listen to me. I am just tired of it.