TeenHelp
Support Forums Today's Posts Chat Room

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Hotlines    Safety Zone    Alternatives


You are not registered or have not logged in

Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!)

As a guest on TeenHelp you are only able to use some of our site's features. By registering an account you will be able to enjoy unlimited access to our site, and will be able to:

  • Connect with thousands of teenagers worldwide by actively taking part in our Support Forums and Chat Room.
  • Find others with similar interests in our Social Groups.
  • Express yourself through our Blogs, Picture Albums and User Profiles.
  • And much much more!

Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!



Uncategorized Entries with no category
Old

Questioning My Faith

Posted June 20th 2021 at 08:40 PM by SunShine2002

I have been a Christian for a long time but for the past year, I have been questioning my sexuality. This has in turn brought questions about my faith as from first glance it is very precise in what it says. Man shall not sleep with Man. This is a difficult thing to get your head around when you think you are pansexual because what if I end up sleeping with the same gender. I get to the point where I am ok with it, I have got both my faith and my sexuality in line together and things are good and...
SunShine2002's Avatar
Photographer
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 99 Comments 1 SunShine2002 is offline
Old

Tattoo

Posted April 26th 2021 at 05:25 PM by SunShine2002

So, today I got my first tattoo and it wasn't that bad. At least that is what I am telling myself because I am afraid that the only reason I was ok with it because I liked the pain. The tattoo is on my wrist and it felt like I was hurting myself again and now in my head, it feels like that is an ok thing to do and I want more.

The tattoo I got means a lot to me but now all I want to do is hurt myself, it gave me that feeling back and it felt good. Is it weird to say I have missed...
SunShine2002's Avatar
Photographer
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 187 Comments 0 SunShine2002 is offline
Old

Expectations

Posted April 24th 2021 at 09:05 PM by SunShine2002

Why does everyone have these expectations of me. So my Nan died, and since then everyone around me expects me to break down, like everyone and it is so frustrating. I am doing ok, I have a new job, I am stable on my meds, I am doing well. To the point where I even decided to stop therapy, this happened before my nan but was finalized after. I am doing ok and I hate that everyone is expecting me to fail.
SunShine2002's Avatar
Photographer
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 94 Comments 0 SunShine2002 is offline
Old
Rating: 4 votes, 2.00 average.

Relapse

Posted March 15th 2021 at 09:20 PM by SunShine2002

I relapsed and I don't care. I jus don't care and I don't know how to get that care back. 600 days clean and I relapse and I don't care. I am numb to everything and I hate to say it but it feels good to SH again. I don't know where to go from here, I don't know if I want to recover.
SunShine2002's Avatar
Photographer
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 480 Comments 1 SunShine2002 is offline
Old

Some Thoughts

Posted March 9th 2021 at 12:08 PM by SunShine2002

I have a question for those of you who have been here.

How do you explain to people around you what is going on in your head? Everyone around me wants me to be honest with them. They ask how I am and I want to answer honestly but the problem is I know they will just worry.

My answer now is that I don't want to live. This isn't me actively planning and taking action but the basic answer is I don't want to live. I don't want to be here and people get really concerned...
SunShine2002's Avatar
Photographer
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 268 Comments 1 SunShine2002 is offline
Old

I did the thing - Triggering

Posted March 4th 2021 at 10:07 PM by SunShine2002

I can't believe I let it get to that point. To the point where I was sat ready to end it all. I let it all get too far but I am sat here now and I don't regret it. So much of me wants to but I just don't, the only bit I regret is not finishing it, and I know that is not a great mindset to be in but it is just how I am and I wish it wasn't. I am the type of person that is always positive and has always got everything under control. I have talked multiple friends back from that point but I just can't...
SunShine2002's Avatar
Photographer
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 264 Comments 0 SunShine2002 is offline
Old

Frustrating things

Posted February 13th 2021 at 08:23 PM by SunShine2002

Today has been a day of two halves. Let's start with last night before I went to bed..... it was late so today if you think about it. I was playing board games and had so much fun, this lead me to wake up in good mood. The 'morning' was good. And then came the stupid notification. I changed my profile picture on Facebook and that is then on my feed. My dad is still a friend on Facebook so saw this and liked the post. I don't know what it was but getting that notification sent me into a complete...
SunShine2002's Avatar
Photographer
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 234 Comments 1 SunShine2002 is offline
Old

Jess's thought for the day...

Posted December 28th 2020 at 08:15 PM by SunShine2002

Do people ever feel like they are bringing their negative feelings on themself. Tonight I was doing some more research on taking action for what I have been through but the more and more I looked at it the more and more the low feelings came. I wish I could just not care anymore about any of it because then maybe all of the problems would just go away, cause maybe people are right. I care too much.
SunShine2002's Avatar
Photographer
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 269 Comments 0 SunShine2002 is offline
Old

Support.....

Posted December 27th 2020 at 07:45 PM by SunShine2002

So I started uni this year and after having a breakdown extra support was put in place for me. This started with an access plan and during that meeting, it was suggested that I apply for DSA which is a UK support scheme for Disabled Students to get extra equipment. When I got told to apply for this I did not believe I would be able to get anything but turns out I was able to get stuff.
This whole process has been so weird for me from getting a diagnosis to the meds to the access plan and...
SunShine2002's Avatar
Photographer
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 174 Comments 0 SunShine2002 is offline
Old

Christmas this year.

Posted December 25th 2020 at 06:10 PM by SunShine2002

This Christmas was going ok. Not great but better than normal then something happened. All at once what was an ok changed because of one text.

An ex youth leader of mine who has been so much help to me over the two years I have known him passed away and I cant believe it. He was in the hospital and has been really ill but he was getting better and then he is gone.

I have never really lost anyone and he was more of a dad then anyone has been to me. I don't know what...
SunShine2002's Avatar
Photographer
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 226 Comments 3 SunShine2002 is offline
 
User Infomation
Your Avatar

Latest Articles

Forum Stats
Members: 95,104
Threads: 159,314
Posts: 1,368,201
Total Online: 213

Newest Member: eewache




All material copyright ©1998-2021, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints | Mobile

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2021, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.