TeenHelp - Entries for May 2012

Fucking up relationships as well as myself

Posted May 28th 2012 at 12:58 PM by Troubled_Heart

I'm the biggest fuck-up ever.
I hate what I'm doing.
Breaking everyone.

I do love him.
I mean, I'm pretty much only still here for him.

But I love her too.
She's beautiful and understands me.

What have I done?
I've fucked it up with him.
I kissed her.
I fucking kissed her and then said she could be my girlfriend.

I'm a two-timing bitch.

He was, is the best thing that had happened to...

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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ugh

Posted May 22nd 2012 at 12:29 PM by Troubled_Heart

Took enough pills to make me throw up...
Cutting like crazy...
Music so loud I hear a buzzing without it...
I am a fucked up mess.

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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:/

Posted May 14th 2012 at 09:27 AM by Troubled_Heart

Got an exam later and another tomorrow
Today's can fail. French. Who cares.
Tomorrow R.S. Want to do it at A-Level.
Could do with an A.
On track for a C.
Can't concentrate. Can't revise.
Destined to fail.
i hate failing. but i am a failure.

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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-_- (triggering)

Posted May 9th 2012 at 04:23 PM by Troubled_Heart
Updated May 10th 2012 at 01:46 AM by Storyteller. (Adding prefix.)

Cut again
Already regret it
Would've exploded if I didn't though
Let so many people down
Want to cut more
Know I shouldn't
Want to scoff my face with food
Tied my hands together to try stop myself
Just hate me.

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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