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My Dearest Blade
Posted July 9th 2011 at 01:30 PM by Troubled_Heart
My Dearest Blade,
I can feel you looking at me, I can feel you stare from your drawer, you want to be free from your home, you are good, you want to help me! I'm denying you happiness, I'm punishing you for doing all you know, all you ever have done, I even feel sorry for you, a fucking blade.
What's wrong with me? I need to cut but I can't, I need food but I've eaten too much already today, I can't keep busy, there's nothing to do to be distracted, I'm such a loser, sat here, just thinking, about you! I want you so badly and I know you want me too, a perfect couple, but our love cannot happen, we have to control ourselves, as best as we can anyway.
But know this my love, I always think of you, and I always wish I had you, I'll love you forever and I'll always treasure you! I just wish our love was allowed and accepted!
Hugs and Kisses,
Your Darling Melissa
I can feel you looking at me, I can feel you stare from your drawer, you want to be free from your home, you are good, you want to help me! I'm denying you happiness, I'm punishing you for doing all you know, all you ever have done, I even feel sorry for you, a fucking blade.
What's wrong with me? I need to cut but I can't, I need food but I've eaten too much already today, I can't keep busy, there's nothing to do to be distracted, I'm such a loser, sat here, just thinking, about you! I want you so badly and I know you want me too, a perfect couple, but our love cannot happen, we have to control ourselves, as best as we can anyway.
But know this my love, I always think of you, and I always wish I had you, I'll love you forever and I'll always treasure you! I just wish our love was allowed and accepted!
Hugs and Kisses,
Your Darling Melissa
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