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Posted November 2nd 2011 at 05:22 PM by Troubled_Heart
I fucking hate her
Bitch!
I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't want to go to some stupid old persons place where people laugh at me for going
I don't want to be surrounded by people I don't understand
I don't want to suffer the plane journey which scars the shit out of me
I don't want to be bored to death
I DON'T WANT TO SWIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't want to miss greeeat matches!
I know it's selfish! I hate being selfish, I hate being such a bitch! Actually no! I don't fucking care! Maybe it's about time I stick up for myself! Maybe it's about time I refuse to do things, not care about others and focus on myself! Not to let others tell me what to do and push me around. I don't need her anyway, all she does is make me wana SH, I blame her for everything!
Hate holidays... My Scars seen by everyone, my mother thinking she can stick her fucking huge nose in, being with me 24/7. The heat generated from hell! The time away from home! Being in a swimsuit all day
I can't cope with this! I'm so low, holidays make it all worse, holidays make it too bad. I won't make it if I have to go. I can hardly make it through each day, I can't do it I can't I won't!
Please don't hate me for speaking my bastard mind
Bitch!
I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't want to go to some stupid old persons place where people laugh at me for going
I don't want to be surrounded by people I don't understand
I don't want to suffer the plane journey which scars the shit out of me
I don't want to be bored to death
I DON'T WANT TO SWIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't want to miss greeeat matches!
I know it's selfish! I hate being selfish, I hate being such a bitch! Actually no! I don't fucking care! Maybe it's about time I stick up for myself! Maybe it's about time I refuse to do things, not care about others and focus on myself! Not to let others tell me what to do and push me around. I don't need her anyway, all she does is make me wana SH, I blame her for everything!
Hate holidays... My Scars seen by everyone, my mother thinking she can stick her fucking huge nose in, being with me 24/7. The heat generated from hell! The time away from home! Being in a swimsuit all day
I can't cope with this! I'm so low, holidays make it all worse, holidays make it too bad. I won't make it if I have to go. I can hardly make it through each day, I can't do it I can't I won't!
Please don't hate me for speaking my bastard mind
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Hold on, you should not have to do things that you do not want to do and yes it is good to stick up for your self every now and then becasue it proves to not just yourself but the people around that you are your own person and that you have a voice. Your old enough to make your own decisions and even though it is good to be with family on holidays, if it makes you uncomfortable to go because of the swimming you should not have to. Its good for everybody to have some alone time which it sounds like your getting no time to yourself. Try reasoning with your mom and you can message me for help anytime you want, im happy to talk!
Stay Strong <3Posted November 2nd 2011 at 08:32 PM by Disneygirl94
