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Posted December 3rd 2011 at 10:44 PM by Troubled_Heart

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I'm speechless
Feel numb, like I'm easily going to be triggered
Dreading school on Monday
People are going to laugh at me as they saw me in town today, after the match, in my gear.
So close to recovery, don't think I could take that
Almost kissed her today... on the 3rd goal from a 3-0 down comeback (we lost 4-3) and I think she knows
I fucking love her and she knows
I wish she loved me back...
I wish she wasn't as straight as a pole...
I wish she was bendable to like me...
I don't know what to say.... I don't know how I feel...

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1. 	Cmon if you did it once you can do it again. i promise
   	Posted December 4th 2011 at 12:07 AM by zombiehunterforhire

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