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I talk about anxieties and stuff... I have depersonalisation disorder, a dream like state of mind. And if anyone else has it or expirences stuff like that come read what I have to say. It may calm you to know you're not the only one with this strange feeling.
The lost year
Posted December 26th 2013 at 03:07 AM by YellowOx
A whole 'nother year of detachment, oh the joys. Normally Christmas made me excited, but this year I almost forgot it was christmas, it just felt like a totally normal day and I acted like nothing was special... I didn't feel happy, I didn't feel sad, I felt nothing. It's painful trying to live with a distorted unreal view of the world, almost killed me once or twice this year. And I don't regret those times I considered/attempted suicide, I still really wish they'd happened, 3 months on...
Bring on the new year... It's either gonna kill me or pull me through another dreary 12 months til 2015... And the cycle continues.
Bring on the new year... It's either gonna kill me or pull me through another dreary 12 months til 2015... And the cycle continues.
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Are you currently seeing somebody about the feelings that you are having? Life is worth more than these feelings. Your happiness is worth it, and things CAN improve, I promise you. Let me know if you need to talk.
Posted December 26th 2013 at 03:59 AM by Coffee.
