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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Why can't I be good? Why do I have I suck? Why can't I look good.. And feel good.. And do what I need to.. And not mess up everything I do? Why do I feel so bad?
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
I hate you. I hate you and your boyfriend because he's never gonna change and you're perfectly okay with that. You let him act that way towards everyone because you've given up but you can't give him up. You're a shitty example and you always have been. And I hate you.
Would it have killed you to tell me first before you posted that all over Facebook? ...Why would you do that to me? And to think, I once knew you better than anybody. I thought you'd have more respect for me than that. Now you won't even respond to my message. I said I was sorry. Isn't that enough for you? All I'm looking for is an apology in return.
If I wanted to have my picnic right by the house I'd do it in the backyard or something. Piss off, we picked the place we did for a reason. Good fucking God.
my sleep schedule is all thrown off because I live with idiots like excuse me you need to not act like you know my body better than I do people need to piss the fuck off before I start throwing punches
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
You're so fuckibg stupid! You failed BOTH fuckibg tests, ate like a fuckibg hog, didn't meet your goal, didn't do your fucking homework, and now you dot fucking have French! You brought this on yourself, being happy. You almost killed another friend. And you know what, YOU FUCKIBG DESERVE IT. You're a fucking whore. A fucking stupid little bitch. Go fuck yourself. Maybe then you'll normal enough to survive. If not, just die. No one wants you here anyway. You fucking fail at everything and hurt everyone you come in contact with. Fuckibg bitch.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Why the hell do they make pajama pants so long and loose? To let clumsy people like me fall up the stairs when they trip? And since it's so early in the morning and I'm tired I'm siting here crying over it even thoough it stopped hurting.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Fucking hell, why are you so stupid. you can't even have a normal conversation with out fucking up.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
I'm so sick to death of dwelling on the fact that you fucked up my life that I'm hoping against hope that I can break a rule to adjust things and make up for it. Otherwise I'll know for the rest of my life that my program was delayed because of YOU and I don't need you in my head for the rest of my life, I already have enough other people in there.
FUCK YOU!!! I can't say that enough
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
You say you care, but you don't. You say we are friends, but you act as if we are enemies. You say that you missed me, but you never tried to call me. You say that I may be the one, but you date other people. You say I am your everything, but you leave me with nothing. Well, let me tell you this: I deserve better.
"You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.”
— Malala Yousafzai
"Two, you have to find a third." You'll never graduate if you only take two."
Do you seriously think I don't know that?! That's not the way I want it, but I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE which I am sick to death of having to explain to you! What part of it don't you understand?!?!
He actually agreed to change the rules for me and waive the requirement so I can take the third class, are you happy now? I had made peace with the alternative, you were the one who had issues with it.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Why the hell are you so concerned about buying a camera? You're sick, for fuck's sake. Have people pitch in to help! Don't work yourself into the ground and make yourself sick just to buy a $500 camera! I shouldn't be mad because you are really miserably sick right now but I can't believe you don't think you deserve to rest. Who gives a flying fuck if your mom works more hours but doesn't complain? You're sick. If you go to work with a fever and stomach problems I'm gonna walk over there and drag your ass home. You need to just relax and stop being so damn hard on yourself. For this being your first mainstream job, you're doing very, very well. So CHILL.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Parents are gone and I'm already anxious. Anxiety attack this morning. I've been eating bits and pieces of shit food all day but I'm still hungry. God this sucks.
Only you have the power to say,
"This is not how my story will end"
You seriously tell me my back pain is just soreness and it's worse because I'm tired?
I've been complaining about progressively worse back pain since January.And if I do ever get to a doctor, you're gonna tell him I haven't been. Get your fucking shit together.
You're really right. Definitely, I mean, you always are. Those words are sticking to me right now. I'm sorry that I'm not ever going to be good enough or meet your approval. What was I thinking? I'm such a fucking loser.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
You don't like it here? You want to transfer? Good, leave. Because I know plenty of people who would die for this job, and all you do is take it for granted and talk garbage about it.
"You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.”
— Malala Yousafzai
Why can't I change? All I want is to be happy but I guess that will NEVER happen... Thank you so much for fucking up my life....
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
How could you do that to me?! I was an innocent little girl!!!! You are absolutely disgusting!!! You pitched me into a 6 year depression that I'm still fighting!! You fucking asshole!!!!
I'm so sorry. I didn't get to see you today. What if your cancer is back and I never see you again? My panic attack was terrible. The moment I saw that ambulance, I lost it. I'm sorry.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
I wish I could just sink through the floor and disappear from this life...
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
he makes me so fucking happy and I'm letting that get to my head because I can't fucking have himand he's too religious for me and I would never see him anyway and he doesn't fucking want me anyway because who wants a mentally unstable, less-than-intelligent girl who has no money and whose parents have no money who has scars everywhere who wants tattoos and piercings. Not him. NOT HIM.
I want him so bad but there's not a damn thing I can do about it. I wish I was his type. I wish I was perfect.
So tired of dealing with all this, sometimes I wish I had been born healthier. Why wasn't I born healthier, what did i do to deserve this fucked up life I have!