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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
As much as I don't want to be one of these people who never moves on, this was so legitimately Earth-shattering and traumatic that I don't think I'll ever be okay again.
I'm patient, but I'm starting to think someone accidentally forgot to actually publish it.
What the fuck is wrong now?! And why can't you handle it?! This is why we need a break!
This is exactly why I stopped looking for jobs until I hear back from these people. Less than 5 minutes and i have self-harmed and become immediately suicidal. And that's for shit they think I can actually do. Just give me the fucking benefits and I'll never have to go through this shit again. I'm obviously a worthless waste of space/danger to society and it would be better for everyone if I just killed myself.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
People annoy me.
I would like to scream.
Um...yeah...sure...whatever.
And, why does this sunday have to be father's day? Don't want to spend time with my brother and his family because his wife is getting on my nerves. She takes advantage of his loyalty and acts entitled.
At least next sunday is book club and I am looking forward to that.
Why do I have to be so damn clumsy? Fell by the pool last week and my ankle is still really painful. So tired of spraining my ankles because I can't just walk like a normal human being.
The ONLY thing that will help is sleep and it's way too FUCKING HOT! I have gotten absolutely, zero, but have managed to damage myself instead. Fuck life, I want out. NOW!
Do you not know the difference between them, one of which being that NO ONE with this has become one of those, but some can become the other?!
The second I start to think life might eventually become okay, I get slammed with the reality that it probably won't.
Why do I get the feeling there's something serious you aren't telling me?! Anxiety making me paranoid, or do I just know you that well. Short of an emergency situation we are DOING THIS, no excuses.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Please pull out the box of memories and show me all the cringy shit I did when I was a child. That's exactly what I want right now, while I'm in the throes of struggling with things from my past. Fucking hell.
Jordan is leaving Tuesday of this week, and won't be back until Monday of next week for work, and it really bums me out. I hate it when he leaves. It's so lonely here when he is gone.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
I hate how I feel. I wanted to cry. It feels like everything is going wrong. Why can't they get along. I really don't get it. What if one gets sent away, who would it be. I don't want to think about it. It breaks my heart so much and just makes me want to cry and makes me so upset. Please get along. You have to.
I hate that today is Monday, and I would like to go back to yesterday, pretty please. I'm so not ready for you to leave, or for me to have to start on all the work I have to finish.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
I wish you both would get along. You both go crazy and than dad is yelling to stop and it needs to stop now. I can't take this anymore. It hurts to much.
Would I be more accepting and indulging of your constant victim shit if I hadn't actually been victimized? Probably not because they let you get away with murder and if I ever acted like that they'd kill me, even though, unlike you, I have just cause.
Here's an idea, her life, she can post about whatever the fuck she wants and talk about it however the fuck she wants. You don't have to watch and you sure as hell don't have to point out how negative she is. Grow up and take some responsibility for yourself instead of attacking someone when you could just avoid them! DUH
Unless thousands of people have unliked my published pieces, the stats are not displaying correctly. Crazy annoying with no idea why.
Apparently, calling out a victim blamer for being an asshole makes me sensitive. Fine, that doesn't change the fact that you're an asshole. Own your shit and grow up!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I am tired of this heat. It's giving me a fucking headache. I have had a headache for two days.
Worried about everything working out. If his parents won't help him out I am going to be so pissed off. My dad's, terribly negligent and abusive father, helped him out when he was dealing with similar issues.
So much for trying to be active and fix shit. First my therapist leaves, then the psychiatrist is leaving so I'll only see her once after waiting almost 4 months. Finally heard from VR, but I can't do anything for at least a week because of the fucking air conditioner and my God damn grandmother! And last night was another night with literally ZERO fucking sleep! Just kill me. And people who call from work should really use a landline!
I told you everything was pointless and that if you did it I would never recover. And I'm right every fucking time about everything bad.
I'm not unemployed because I don't know how to do a fucking job search or because I'm not trying, and the only problem with my resume is that there's nothing on it. I'm unemployed because I'm impaired across the board and not qualified for shit! I should just die instead. At least the stuff I complain about is unsolvable, legitimate as hell, and I didn't bring any of it on myself.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte