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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 28th 2017, 11:47 PM
Kind of want to hang out with friends
Kind of want to curl up in a ball and sleep
Kind of want to die
Kind of want to run away
Kind of want to fade away
I think I'm going to leave.
Last edited by DeletedAccount69; September 29th 2017 at 01:33 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 29th 2017, 01:31 PM
When it comes to interactions and relationships with people, I'm always jumping to conclusions waaay too quickly. In both negative and positive ways. Someone texted me? Wow, they really do care, maybe after all it's more than friendship. They text my female friend too? Shit, they probably think of me as no more than an acquaintance, maybe they even like her...
It's like a constant pendulum, I hate it
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September 30th 2017, 03:34 AM
I feel like it would likely be better and less stressful for everyone around me if I were dead.
I don't know how to get myself to acknowledge that it is not true. Like, if I died I am sure people would be upset but I keep thinking "Yeah but their stress would be gone"
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 30th 2017, 08:13 PM
I am uncertain how that makes me disrespectful? The person is the one who commented to me and was arguing with me? I was literally voicing my opinion. Also, yeah, I have never personally worked in those places but I know a decent amount of people who have and we've talked a decent amount about the particular issue.
I don't really need you around. I don't really want you around.
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 1st 2017, 03:32 AM
I feel the ghost of his hands all over me and if I didn't like it then, I really don't like it now. I'm trying so damn hard to be okay but I'm not and everyone can tell I'm struggling, but no one knows how much. I can't see my counselor until Wednesday. Please God, let me make it that long.
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 1st 2017, 10:47 PM
Okay, there was no need to make a passive-aggressive Facebook post. I legitimately don't know which friends of yours live in your city or not and, besides, most people have multiple friends who live in their hometown. It was a reasonable conclusion to come to. If you had a problem with me recommending asking your friends who live there to help you out you could have just said so.
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 2nd 2017, 12:05 AM
Not sure if I love this job because I'm shocked that I'm actually getting paid this much to do this basic of a job or if I hate it because it's boring and people are mean. Considering that retail management treat me better than mental health professionals, I'll take it for now. If only I could finish my computer crap, get my pay stubs, my locker, and I'll be happy.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 2nd 2017, 04:04 AM
I felt safe when I was with you, and then all of a sudden, I didn't feel safe anymore. I didn't want to be alone with you because things always turned physical. I never wanted to be physical, but I never tried to stop you. I want to tell my counselor, but since I didn't try to stop you from touching me, I'm at fault. You would have stopped if I had said something. I know you would have. Please, tell me you would have.
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 2nd 2017, 06:50 AM
Well fuck. I messed up. I didn’t even mean to do it, it just happened... everyone would be disappointed. I already lied about it too, so I can’t tell the truth. i hate myself right now
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 2nd 2017, 09:30 AM
Amazing how I disappoint my friends even when I don't do anything. I disappoint everyone. I can't remember the last time someone told me they were proud of me or that I make their life better. i genuinely don't feel pleasure anymore. I don't want to live. I don't. I just don't care. L
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 2nd 2017, 09:05 PM
I don't like you and haven't liked you since 2004! GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD. I blocked you two times, what person in their RIGHT mind would let me re-friend them for a third time on the same account which I blocked them TWICE?!
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 3rd 2017, 01:29 AM
Try to lie to me all you want, but I know the truth: I'm a burden and you want me gone.
My situation is not ideal but I'm a smaller problem than the 23 year old child molesting son you let back in. If I had cancer you wouldn't be treating me like this.