Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

I really wish I had the mental energy to go to that movie tonight

This doesn't hurt. I'm not sad, I'm not crying, I'm not grieving.

I'm just... whatever.

There is no irony or sarcasm here.

Dreading work tomorrow. If I messed something up I'm going to get in trouble yet no one was willing to help because it was Friday and there was other stuff to do.

[Everglow.]

My head is pounding. I feel so drained.

[Starseeker]

im exhausted

Only four more hours till my day is over. Going to have to go over some stuff I'm not fully sure on how to handle but I'll get through it.

Don't feel well.

Woke up anxious. Took my pills but I am going to run out or something. Fuck!

[Tigereyes]

So fucking far behind this week. I might need to pull multiple all nighters. My body is not tolerating all this caffeine, and it's not helping enough

[Everglow.]

So another one of my best friends is slowly finding out they have more fun with other people. I can feel everyone leaving me. I deserve it no doubt.

[Tigereyes]

I've done so much today, been so productive, but it's still not enough

I can't handle this anxiety.

[Starseeker]

i don't want to study anything... even if i did everybody comes home sits down and studies till 12 am... i cant i just come home and even if i wanted all i can do is play pc games or lie down and sleep because im so drained...

Struggling so much today. Just want to go home. Boss still hasn't approved the time off in December so there is that. I'll have to ask her whenever I do my conference

[Nala.]

Not enough sleep and not enough time in a day.

I'm tired of my life the way it is. I wish I could just empty my savings, get on a bus, and go elsewhere. Sick of this.

[Tigereyes]

Everyone keeps saying I just need to keep pushing myself even harder. I can tell that by doing that I'm pushing myself into the hospital again. Is that what you all want? Maybe then people would see that I'm not being unrealistic and complaining about nothing.

I feel hopeless and it makes me want to die.

You don't need to brag about "Thirsty Thursday" and pour a glass of Twisted Tea. Feeling triggered.

Wondering how I will get through Grey's Anatomy sober. I've been sober five days.

Will I break my sobriety tomorrow? I'm trying to remind myself of the time I [tw info] which Vodka reminds me of.

I need to shower. Might just wear my hair up tomorrow.

I am so gross

[nothereanymore]

reminded every second of every day that no one gives a shit about rape victims
everything I do is wrong
I’m worthless

Why can't it just stop raining for one full day? Is that too much to ask?

I'm never gonna get this shit done now.

[Starseeker]

i don't have enough strength to wash my hair or clean my room... let alone going on with living

[Everglow.]

Got cancelled on again. I know I have the option of going out with other people after work but I don't really fancy mindlessly sitting in a pub, but anyone else seems to cancel any time it's me who wants to do something.
May just come straight home to an empty house for the night and feel sorry for myself.

I want to go home God dang it.

[Kate*]

I have barely done anything, I don't know where the time went!

[Tigereyes]

So dead, stressed, overwhelmed. Just want to get high, but I'd rather sleep if I could spare the time.

[Everglow.]

Home alone all night tonight. Got a headache and I feel lonely.

[nothereanymore]

They’ll have no sympathy for me and they won’t help and this will be all my fault. I’m failing before I’ve even started.

[Kate*]

If you don't come because you can't, I think it's bullshit, but I guess I get it. If you refuse to come for some reason, other than watching the young children, you're a complete asshole. But, you're the one who has to live with it.

Anxiety ruins everything

[nothereanymore]

I love being afraid of men. It’s great. I’m having such a wonderful time.

Sadness consumes me.

[nothereanymore]

Can’t wait to walk 8.5 miles and spend four hours on the bus Monday through Friday for <30 hours of work and <$390 a week just so my dad won’t kick me out. I think I’ll just kill myself.

[Tigereyes]

I can't go on, but I can't take a single day off until after the first week of November...

I don't feel that great about myself today. I feel worthless and ugly.

How can you be okay saying the things you say? It's called PTSD, you insensitive jackass.

called eating disorder treatment for help, scared to talk and hung up. Hope he not mad at me.

[Kate*]

I'm not pissed because she got the promotion I didn't want. I'm pissed because she's been there 5 fucking minutes and is not very nice about the fact that she gets to tell me what to do. If she's going to passive aggressively rub her position in my face, I will passive aggressively avoid doing just enough of my job to send a message, but not so much that I could get fired.