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				December 27th 2019, 11:25 AM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Woke up with terrible anxiety and can't get back to sleep.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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I'm always worrying.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I can't sleep due to anxiety
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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				December 28th 2019, 08:10 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
What is it today with people thinking they can do my job better than me?
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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You're back, and from the tiny bit I saw, back to your old ways... Awesome.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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Feeling worn out.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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				December 29th 2019, 11:13 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Tired and my team was embarrassing at their game today.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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I had a decent day today but now I'm anxious and freaking out.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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I'm struggling with my anxiety today and I hate it. Hopefully being busy today will help distract me.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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				December 31st 2019, 04:48 AM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Oh ok, so you can have your girlfriend and all your friends over, but I can't invite anyone over because it's not the "tradition."  
 
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				December 31st 2019, 12:52 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Probably seeing in 2020 with a death in the family.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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My coworker irritates me.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Eat shit, you fucking bitch.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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I can't stand my anxiety
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Trying to find out where a friend of mine is who disappeared online about a year ago and I'm so worried something's happened. Be wasnt a happy person and I'll blame myself so much if something has happened. I could have done more.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I hate anxiety
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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				January 2nd 2020, 08:16 AM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Why me  
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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				January 2nd 2020, 01:22 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Today is like a Monday
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Stupid, rainy weather. 
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I know it'll be okay and today will pass in no time but I'm anxious about today.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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I feel so hopeless again.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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Feeling so hopeless right now
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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I hate this. The anxiety is bad.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Had multiple breakdowns today. Skin's blotchy and I somehow have to finish 2 essays in the next week and get through work this weekend.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I plan life, you change my day off for the first time in over a year, and it's too late to request it in the system!  It figures.  I Can hope you change it back that week, ask you for it, hope that the appt. is early enough, or call off.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I'm so drained and really not sure how to cope with it all
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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				January 4th 2020, 02:51 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Stress is no good
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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There's smoke everywhere and my throat hurts and it's too hot to sleep well.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I'm stressing out and don't know why. First thought I'm having is I should cut
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Why can't I focus on the thing I really want to do?
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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				January 5th 2020, 12:52 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Just soooo tired.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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				January 5th 2020, 04:51 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
I am stressed out
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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I'm tired of being tired and bored all the time. My life is going to waste.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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My dad's cat is sick. I hope he will be okay. They're trying to catch him so they can take him to the vet.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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				January 6th 2020, 11:29 AM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Everything seems hopeless
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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				January 6th 2020, 02:24 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
back to reality after christmas?  
 
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				January 6th 2020, 02:44 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Not really wanting to be here today but it'll be okay. I get to leave early on Wednesday.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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				January 6th 2020, 02:49 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
It’s so cold outside. I want spring now
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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