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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 3rd 2013, 09:44 PM
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I'm gonna have to just forget about the stupid piercing because I'm gonna have to wear the uniform for ROTC and I can't have the piercing in. it's just one day a week but I have to wear it all day and I can't leave the piercing out that long. Fuck it. My mom wins.
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 4th 2013, 02:52 AM
Alright, look. You can't make me do this and you're not going to. I won't let you. I'm out the door tomorrow morning whether you like it or not, because we've been planning this trip together for 2 weeks and you're not going to ruin it for us. I love him, he loves me, and we're going out together. DEAL WITH IT.
I love my Big Sleepy Bear.
I still fill my panties; do YOU?
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Re: Complaint of the day -
August 4th 2013, 04:19 AM
My anxiety is through the roof. I'm trying really hard to hang in there.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 4th 2013, 05:36 PM
Way to go me. I fucked everything up almost immediately. That's what I get for opening my mouth. For talking. For THINKING. Makes a whole lot of sense to me, that's all I ever do. He probably lied to me about having to drive, he just didn't wanna talk to me anymore.
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 4th 2013, 11:04 PM
Connecting with people on here has made me realise just how...lonely? I guess? I'm feel tonight. It's been a while since I asked for help, and I feel kinda sad because of that.
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 5th 2013, 12:07 AM
It's one of those days where I know how addicted to cutting I am. I'm happy, but I still need to cut.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 5th 2013, 12:14 AM
I tried to talk to my friend again today. Said Hi. Got nothing back. I felt really heartbroken but sat and waited for a response. Then I wrote to him saying how I didn't understand and this and that. He ignored that too. Then he went off to play PayDay: The Heist 2 Beta...
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 5th 2013, 12:34 AM
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Originally Posted by OnTides
I tried to talk to my friend again today. Said Hi. Got nothing back. I felt really heartbroken but sat and waited for a response. Then I wrote to him saying how I didn't understand and this and that. He ignored that too. Then he went off to play PayDay: The Heist 2 Beta...
Absolutely amazing. The same thing happened to me about two years ago. Except it was the game and not the beta. O.O
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 6th 2013, 12:06 AM
My life's a mess and I just can't be bothered to face the world right now. I just wanna tell someone so I don't have to do this alone but I can't. Gawh.
another lonely night... -
August 6th 2013, 01:39 AM
hoping I can make it through tonight with out crying...it's been a day and I don't feel right not talking to you...I know you said it was only for a few days but there's a knot in my stomach that's telling me something isn't right...I hope it is only for a few days...I'm doing my best to give you your space I know your angry right now but I miss you and it doesn't feel right when we don't talk...it feels like I'm missing a part of me...I know I must sound pathetic but I just don't know....I just miss you....
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 7th 2013, 02:17 AM
Why didn't they tell me they were open only certain hours of the day. I mean yes I know a lot of places are only open certain hours but some are 24hours and of all places to be open 24hours I would have figured they would be..but nooo.
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 7th 2013, 04:17 AM
I can't go back there without getting triggered. Do I even want to remember?
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 7th 2013, 05:02 AM
I hate good byes.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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Re: Complaint of the day -
August 8th 2013, 01:53 AM
I feel like I'm just screwing up and hurting people's feelings. I'm looking at the science of thing and not the bigger picture that everybody else sees.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
August 8th 2013, 02:22 AM
"Oh, well whenever I'm alone with him I feel uncomfortable"
......Hunny, I hear his name and nearly cut myself. I can't hug him or talk to him, do you know how long it has been since I've talked to him, like really talked to him? 6 FUCKING MONTHS. Do you know WHY???? Because he used me.
....don't fucking sit here and say "my life sucks because I'm uncomfortable around my ex-boyfriend". I NEVER got a chance with him, and probably never will. My self esteem and my paranoia have spiraled in the wrong directions because of him and I still can't stop loving him. Yes, you will feel uncomfortable around him after all of this shit has gone down. I get it.
But seriously.... do you know how lucky you are? Like, at all?
.....it hurts how fantastic you are, too fantastic for me to be visible to anyone.
Maybe that's for the best....
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 8th 2013, 05:10 AM
Crying right now. This is way harder than i thought..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 8th 2013, 05:41 AM
I'm kind of suicidal and I want to cut. I'm really pathetic.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 8th 2013, 10:14 AM
All this fighting is stressing me out, and to top it off I forgot to save the work I did in class today so I have to redo it. I don't have the energy for this.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.