Triggering: Complaint of the day

[hocus pocus]

Can't fucking concentrate, things are slipping through my head. Tomorrow, it'll be done tomorrow. "You have bacon thighs." I easily laughed that one off. That didn't hurt, not at all.

[Azure.]

Can't stop shaking.

[Chris]

I really hope that my registration successfully went through or else this is not going to turn out well.

[Konohana Sakuya]

Why am I so messed up and empty?

[Abayomi]

I need a better awareness of time

[nothereanymore]

Fucking school tomorrow.
How about no.

[Ral.]

These urges are worse than ever, keep smiling, nobody will ever know your pain.

[nothereanymore]

My hair is ugly as shit. It's dry as shit, thick as shit, and looks like plain and simple shit. I absolutely hate how I look.

[Evanescent]

All of the drama that has been going on in my life right now has taken it's toll on me. I can't take anymore. I am going downhill.

[hocus pocus]

I think I'm going to faint. I need to eat at some point today.

I feel like [CENSORED]and [CENSORED]!

Seriously, does the word "trigger" mean nothing to people?

Newsflash, there are people who struggle with eating disorder. So seeing fitness pics with ridiculous (and dangerous!) headings do make one want to... Well, yeah. [CENSORED]

Feeling sick before my final exam!

Also, i hate that I have to sit here for almost an hour *not* doing my exam!

[mindflower]

Taylor you fucking idiot.

[Chris]

I have a lot of work to complete over the next few days.

[craz33me]

I don't know how to tell my family that I'm on the shot.

[Adam the Fish]

Eurgggghhhh, burnt out. Friday afternoon can't come soon enough. Then everything will be quiet.

[Kindred]

Psychology today was horrendous.

[Lumos.]

I failed an exam.
I'm triggered

[Evanescent]

I've been sick with pneumonia for a little over a month now and today I was severely sick with a migraine and throwing up. I feel like crap.

[nothereanymore]

I just got dumped.

[hocus pocus]

I told myself that I'd go to bed at eleven. So much for that. I need to get on an earlier schedule. Ugh.

[Oxytocin]

Why do I have to be so dizzy and have a stomach ache?
I feel really lonely and ugh...

[hocus pocus]

I think I'm going to end up cutting soon. I feel the need to. I wish he could be here. I just want to be in his arms, that's all I need right now.

[Rivière]

I feel rather hungry yet all we have here right now is unhealthy food and that doesn't make me feel any better..

[mindflower]

Period. Cramps. Being a woman sucks. Want my boyfriend. Want ice-cream. Want blah...

[nothereanymore]

I'm moving today. And I have to leave my boyfriend behind...
(Btw can't edit my earlier post but we got back together.)

[The.adorable.1]

He still hasnt answered my message and I'm SO dying to see him. And it's killing me to kiss him.

[Ennui.]

I wish I could enjoy things too.
Actually had a teacher ask me if I was okay today. I just left it as I was bored and didn't want to be here, so she asked how I could be bored with all the activities. I don't dance, I don't do karaoke, I don't do crafts. So she asks me why I didn't just go to one of the rooms with movies.
I forgot the movie schedule, so that was out anyway.
Not to mention all the people I am friends with were in the cafe with all the main activities. I didn't want to be alone in a room of people.
I just can't be happy. Truly I wasn't just bored (although that was part of it), I just can't fit in.

[Chris]

This week has dragged on. It really needs to be Tuesday already.

[hocus pocus]

I want to die. Maybe I can eat more. But then I'd have to cut. I wish it could be neither. Too bad I'm not enough.

[Broken Constellation]

Played a horrible futsol game.

[nothereanymore]

Instead of staying at a hotel like normal people we're sleeping in our car (when it's freezing temperatures outside) like the fucking poor family we are. My poor cats are squished on the floorboard and my mom gives no fucks. My feet are frozen because my mom took the blanket I was using for herself. Of course, you know, cause she's most important. My feet will freeze, but that's all okay because my mom is warm and comfortable and she is the main focus of the trip. We're just tagalongs. Burdens. She made us throw out a ton of our stuff because it was superficial and unimportant. Everything is done to her convenience. It's not about the safety of my poor cats, who are piled on top of each other, or her own children. The only thing i've eaten in the last six hours is half a bag of chips because the food I ordered at McDonalds was fucking disgusting. I shan't ask for food though, for it would be rather inconvenient and expensive. And we've got to consider my mother, you know.
Goddamn bitch. I honestly hope something happens to the cats from being squished in for nearly eight hours. Just so I can rub it in her face, just how ignorant and thoughtless and selfish she is.
As long as they don't make a sound, and no one complains and her actions aren't questioned and we kiss her feet and worships the very air she breathes, you know, that's all that matters. Never mind that she's turning our lives upside down just to make herself happy.

[Rain~]

It's cold but I can't turn the heating up because it costs money.

[Catharsis.]

ineedyou

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[mindflower]

I'm fucking sick. Great. Perfect.
I wish I was enough for him, I think he's starting to lose interest...
I want to stop eating but that's too hard. I want to cut but that's too hard. God I'm such a fuck up...
My mom and dad are driving me up a fucking wall and I want to leave.
I wanna see him....

[hocus pocus]

I'm uncomfortable.

[Chris]

When you think things couldn't get any worse, they do.

[Rivière]

Don't feel that great at all, can't let my mum down tomorrow. Just can't.

[hocus pocus]

I hate pms. Especially when it starts way before. I wish this time of year wasn't so triggering to me. But I know, that the last minutes as we're counting down to the New Year don't make it over. It triggers me more for a while. I feel like such a dirty slut.

[Azure.]

My back hurts and I can't sleep and I'm lonely.

[nothereanymore]

Finally made it to Panama City.
So I try to open a drawer and it falls out onto my foot. Welcome home, bitch.