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April 7th 2014, 06:41 AM
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I was raped and apparently it's my fault...
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April 7th 2014, 06:48 AM
Cold weather hurts.
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April 7th 2014, 01:02 PM
Oh no, not now...
I don't wanna have the "Sleep now!" to kick in and waste half the day... sleeping.
Guess that's the benefits of not having enough sleep. I wish I could like coffee...
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April 7th 2014, 07:27 PM
Too much homework, too little motivation. Can't even be bothered to open Microsoft Word.
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April 7th 2014, 08:14 PM
I feel so alone. A familiar feeling, and one that I do not wish to welcome back, as much I deserve to feel like this.
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April 7th 2014, 09:21 PM
Bad backache. 
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April 7th 2014, 09:31 PM
My mom's not home, and I need her -.-
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April 7th 2014, 10:30 PM
I have a headache, i burnt my hand on accident today, and i have a shit ton of homework tonight.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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April 8th 2014, 04:17 PM
Fucking liars.
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April 8th 2014, 07:20 PM
Here I thought I was having a good, free and happy-ish day but oh no! I just have to let a thought, a single thought that disgusts me the most....bring me down to a fucking nervous breakdown and have this vicious anger filled with concern.
Oh well, I should of thought a little good day was too good to be true. I made myself a fool.
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April 8th 2014, 08:30 PM
Today I had a job trial that scared the bejaysus out of me beforehand... was feeling sick with anxiety. And it didn't go that well. Partly because I have literally no waitressing experience and was learning everything from scratch, but also partly because I'm just a bit ditzy and a slow learner which causes me a lot of anxiety when I'm in situations where people expect you to learn fast.
I was there from 11am (which meant leaving my house soon after 9) to nearly 5pm and with uncomfortable period pains. AND they want me to come in on Thursday evening and all day Friday for two more trial shifts.
Which is about ten hours of unpaid work in a job I mightn't even get and where I would feel stupid for all my mistakes. When I have a big assignment and an exam next Wednesday and Thursday.
So I know they say shoot for the moon, they say keep your chin up bitesize, they say anxiety is all in your head, but life is too short to always make yourself do things you don't want to do, and I'm not going to make myself do this. I'm pretty sure.
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April 8th 2014, 09:27 PM
homework, and just feeling shit
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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April 8th 2014, 10:20 PM
Why is she constantly being so cruel to me?
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April 10th 2014, 10:10 AM
My eyes are burning. Ugh lack of sleep.
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April 10th 2014, 04:16 PM
I thought people on Teen Help pissed me off majorly.
I was wrong, people at school piss me off even more and I thought that was it.
Then I get on the bus, which is twenty minutes late, and it's filled with old (older than Craig, he's a fetus compared to them) people. Ugh.
But I know people at the place I live will send me over the edge this evening, when I will have been awake 33 hours.
I'm not in a good mood today. Cape Cod can sink into the Atlantic Ocean for all I care. Just warn me so I can evacuate first.
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April 11th 2014, 02:12 AM
So much laundry to do today...
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April 12th 2014, 02:42 AM
So many things that need to be fixed.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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April 12th 2014, 03:05 AM
School, writing, plans for the future. There's too goddamn much to think about, and definitely too many places where I'm never going to be good enough. Ugh. I'm such a failure. I wish I could disappear and stop caring.
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April 12th 2014, 10:06 AM
I feel like I don't have enough time for everything and that makes me kind of really anxious.
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April 12th 2014, 12:51 PM
Ugh, my throat is really gritty and my voice keeps cutting out. Hope it's nothing bad. 
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April 12th 2014, 06:00 PM
I can't stand him anymore. He's scaring me and he's bringing back the memories of sexual abuse and harassment. I think I'm starting to hate him.
i don't know what i'm supposed to do haunted by the ghost of you
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April 12th 2014, 10:24 PM
Ugh. Hotmail is being so annoying! It refuses to load. It was much better before it became Outlook. 
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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April 13th 2014, 02:32 AM
i having having separation anxiety. -.-
why can't he just text me back!?
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April 13th 2014, 03:46 AM
I have a lot to-do over the next few days.
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April 13th 2014, 08:09 PM
My stomach is upset today. 
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April 13th 2014, 11:38 PM
I shouldn't be complaining but I am because I'm a selfish baby like that.
I keep having these thoughts of what it'd be like to cut myself really really deep and not die (well maybe die) but end up in the hospital just so people would see that I'm not okay and I could see who cares enough to visit me, and I would just feel deep.
I'm just going through the motions, but really, I'm not getting squat better.
I didn't get to see Matthew this weekend, and whatever its fine you know? But I just don't want to lose him, to anything. And I'm just so paranoid that he's still not completely mine to lose.
I hate homework and I hate procrastination fuck. I need a job, or a social life, or something.
I don't want to go back to school.
I feel like I need to complain about not having many followers on tumblr because I'm just that much of a disappointment.
I don't know.
I feel really alone and I don't know what my life is.
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April 14th 2014, 01:51 AM
It's hard to talk someone out of harming themself when you want to do the same.
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April 15th 2014, 04:58 PM
Sometimes my thought processes scare me.
There is no beauty without some strangeness.
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April 15th 2014, 05:22 PM
Oh great, it's one of those days where I need to "take a look at my life" sort of thing.
Then I'll depressed again because I realize I fuck things up... and then whatever...
*Sighs*
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April 15th 2014, 10:05 PM
Site's kinda slow. Blergh.
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April 15th 2014, 10:57 PM
Holding back tears all day.
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April 16th 2014, 01:42 AM
Fake days, Bipolar nights, tears from no reason, can't fight the frights.
I just want a hug and I want to be good enough and I want to be able to trust in people and in myself and in life.
I just want one... one day where I don't want to try and kill myself. One day where I'm content and not a psychopath.
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April 16th 2014, 01:44 AM
Ugh, brain fog sucks. I can't stand being so forgetful.  Not really looking forward to the weekend, either.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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April 16th 2014, 10:59 AM
Blergh, cold, and I have physio tomorrow. Hope they'll still let me go, plus I forgot to ask my physiotherapist about these exercises that she told me to do because I didn't quite understand them and sort of nodded in the right places so I could leave. Good job Sarah! ... -_-
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April 16th 2014, 04:10 PM
Messed up everything in the one class I was trying to do well in. Got a low grade on the test because I couldn't focus AND he put stuff on it from a unit we hadn't even covered yet. He did the same on another paper that was graded. Ugh. Why. It's so hard. Everything is so hard. I'm done.
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April 16th 2014, 10:26 PM
Oh...I never knew it was OK for you to complain about your petty problems every day to me for the past six months, but when I need your help for something serious you just tell me to 'be happy'. Fuck off.
When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.
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April 17th 2014, 02:22 AM
I didn't get to have my special fun time today. :/
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April 17th 2014, 05:35 AM
It's severely hot in my dorm room. Not being able to control the temperature of your own room is not fun.
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April 17th 2014, 04:01 PM
The past few days my anxiety has been crippling. All day. Sick, choking, shaking. I should be used to feeling alone but I still feel alone feel alone and want to die.
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April 17th 2014, 10:54 PM
Why can't I just find the courage to actually kill myself?
When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.
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