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If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
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May 2nd 2014, 02:37 PM
Well, puppy did not work out. This is the second one. The first I was supposed to get, after they we had everything figured out for me to get her, they decided to keep her. This one, they said they'd be here by 3, I text them to see if they're close as I'd head to where we planned to meet, they then, after me waiting for 3 to come around for hours, decide to tell me they haven't left yet (and they're about 1 1/2 hours away), to meet. The times won't work out for me to get him now. Sigh, apparently I never get a puppy. There aren't a lot of options around here either, so now my wait and search continues.....and continues.
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May 2nd 2014, 07:28 PM
I am literally so un-empathetic and I don't understand why that came about, or when for that matter.
Take as long as you need.
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May 2nd 2014, 11:54 PM
My ear has been hurting all day. 
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May 2nd 2014, 11:55 PM
My back is once again killing me, ugh. I wonder if it'll ever be fixed. -_-
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May 3rd 2014, 01:24 AM
I find myself exhausted and taken advantage of. I don't even think my aunt realizes how much this is hurting me.
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May 3rd 2014, 03:03 AM
I wish we weren't fighting and I'm so stressed with school.
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May 3rd 2014, 11:31 AM
This is not only ridiculous and irrelevant but required, which means this week is going to be horrible.
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May 3rd 2014, 12:57 PM
the apartment below us has a kitten 
our landlord told us when we moved in no pets. not fair
i'ma sneak in a kitten 
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May 3rd 2014, 06:24 PM
God, why won't it stop hurting. So annoying.
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May 5th 2014, 02:58 AM
Two more finals to go, however they'll be very challenging.
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May 5th 2014, 03:03 AM
The weather is bad.. mom is annoyed. Dad is irritated. I am ill. The neighbours music system is blaring. My cousin annoyed me. And in all this I am expected to study.!!
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May 5th 2014, 09:23 AM
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The weather is bad.. mom is annoyed. Dad is irritated. I am ill. The neighbours music system is blaring. My cousin annoyed me. And in all this I am expected to study.!!
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May 7th 2014, 12:09 AM
Really? You tell me you have a secret then you refuse to tell me the secret. You drive me crazy. -_-
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May 7th 2014, 09:31 AM
I wish N would just talk to me voluntarily 
I could dwell on my problems... But I'd rather make a milkshake...
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May 7th 2014, 10:18 AM
I just fucking love how, no matter what I say, you still could give a shit less about me not getting any sleep. It's 4 in the morning. What the FUCK are you doing in my room doing laundry at 4 in.the morning? I fucking told you I don't sleep and you come in my room in the middle of the goddamn night to do laundry?! You are so full of shit. My room is off limits if I'm not awake. How about that? Is that gonna fucking keep you out?!
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May 7th 2014, 11:06 AM
I can't function today.
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May 7th 2014, 10:47 PM
Less than 15 minutes left. Lets see if my day can get any more worse than it already has been.
Sigh.
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May 8th 2014, 12:33 AM
Boyfriend rant.
You still fucking love her and I'm an idiot but its okay, you know, because she's the first love okay? But seriously.
Walk HER to her classes.
Walk HER to her car.
Say hi to HER first.
Sit by HER during band.
Text HER first, when I'm the one constantly trying to make conversation.
I'm a third wheel in my own damn relationship with you.
And she. likes. girls.
You didn't tell me you were in those shows,
you barely notice me walking by,
you hardly text me at all and when you do I'm asleep,
You talk about HER with ME, you seem interested in all of HER crap.
You still love her, nothing has changed. You want her over me and I'm the second choice. I was this back-up plan that seemed like a good idea at the time and now you're stuck and you probably want out just like Patrick did and you're gonna leave me I don't think I can survive that again, I don't think I can watch you leave because I wasn't enough. It still hurts so much, every look you give her, every word, everything you do to try and keep her in your life when... when you wouldn't even care if I stayed in it....
I'm such an idiot, and I'm going to get hurt again.
I try so hard to be perfect for you... I'll stop eating, I'll dress better, I'll leave you alone if you're with your friends, you know, I won't be annoying... I already keep half of my depression problems a secret with you because you... you don't want that...
Why don't you look at me or talk with me like you did and still kinda do with her..... What does she have (besides everything) that I don't.......
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May 8th 2014, 01:43 AM
Why did you like disappear? Why didn't you tell me you were leaving, or tell anyone where you were going, or why? And why can't you answer the billion texts and calls and emails? Everyone's so worried... where the heck are you? And why? And how long did you mean when you told her you would be "out for a while?" and why didn't you tell me too? Did you think I wouldn't worry?
Be yourself, because those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter.
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May 8th 2014, 10:46 PM
I have a lot to get done over the next week.
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May 10th 2014, 03:54 AM
You just played weather instead of my band and guard. *explodes*
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May 10th 2014, 12:50 PM
Ughhh woke up with a headache, again.
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May 10th 2014, 01:38 PM
I have no motivation today unless that is to just sit here. Zip, zilch, zero. Nada.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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May 10th 2014, 03:48 PM
I have nothing to do. Lazy day? Yep.
There is no beauty without some strangeness.
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May 10th 2014, 09:34 PM
I have a lot to do for school and it sucks so much I can't believe I let it get this bad and here I am wasting time on TH or crying or wanting to die like I don't deserve.... to waste time...
I deserve to waste away.
Again, I couldn't satisfy my boyfriend and I'm so sick of it. I'm SO sICK of it.
FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCK PAT GET OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND.
MAYBE IF YOU HADN'T EMOTIONALLY SCARRED ME AND USED ME LIKE THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO YOU KNOW BE HAPPY NOW BUT YOU DON'T CARE I'M A FART IN THE WIND TO YOU AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A SHIT TIME AT PROM YOU FUCKED UP.
GOD WHY AM I EVEN YELLING AT HIM THROUGH THIS WHY AM I UPSET I FUCKED THIS UP FOR MYSELF I SHOULDN'T EVEN BE HERE GODDAMNIT JUST DIE TAYLOR FUCK....
GOD.........
i want to cut..
I want Matthew to be here... i wanna tell him that he's the reason i'm breathing right now......... i want him to come kiss the insides of my legs and blow bubbles and eat junk food with me and never ever leave, we can waste away just like that intertwined together like roots....
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May 11th 2014, 01:41 AM
Been feeling like crap all day.
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May 11th 2014, 01:49 AM
This day is never going to freaking end. My head hurts and I feel like complete crap. I hate allergies and I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. I hate this. I don't have the strength to fight the stupid urges, I just want them to go away before I give in.
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May 11th 2014, 04:53 PM
I don't know why I fucking bother.
Take as long as you need.
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May 12th 2014, 10:36 PM
It's hot outside and in my apartment.
There is no beauty without some strangeness.
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May 13th 2014, 01:27 AM
There's been something in my eye irritating it all day and I can't get it out!
I love my Big Sleepy Bear. I still fill my panties; do YOU? No great artist ever sees things as they really are. If he did, he would cease to be an artist. -Oscar Wilde Buddy since 12/25/11 Self Expressions mod since 4/23/12 Helplink mentor since 5/9/12 . . . . . .Skittlify. I was blessed by your companionship from 12/24/01-6/27/13
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May 13th 2014, 01:41 AM
I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't fucking know what I'm doing GODDAMNIT I NEED FUCKING HELP WHO AM I WHAT AM I WHY AM I ALIVE I WANT TO DISAPPEAR.
My grades are so shit I don't even know why I'm bothering, and my family, and my friends, everything that I could potentially have I am fucking up like you wouldn't believe, I can barely deal with a job here on TeenHelp...
I want this drug dealing thing to work out. I want drugs. I want to kill this pain. And I want to cut. All over my body, every single inch of me, so I can feel beautiful. Nothing sounds more exciting than writing my suicide notes and nothing sounds sweeter than a hospital bed. I want a goodbye kiss from Matthew and I want to sleep forever.
I WANT The End.
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May 13th 2014, 01:42 AM
It's way too hot and I don't feel good.
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May 13th 2014, 03:38 AM
It fucking snowed yesterday and today.. I am having drama with friends, and the advice that i've gotten is what i know is true but dont want to admit it. And this week already feels like its been going on forever.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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Spite and coffee.
Jeez, get a life!
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May 13th 2014, 05:13 AM
I wish my bad knee would stop hurting.
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May 13th 2014, 06:24 AM
There is so much to complaint about. I don't know where to start
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May 13th 2014, 06:40 PM
My head hurts.
My life is too complicated.
He's hurt me and now I'm again broken.
I'm still sick.
Life isn't getting better...
Waiting is a sign of true love and patience,anyone can say "I love you" But not everyone can wait and prove it's true.
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May 13th 2014, 07:40 PM
I've messed up at work BIG TIME again
One day I know I will be fired
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May 14th 2014, 03:09 AM
My bones hurt; especially my back and neck. They're killing me and the heat isn't helping and its making me restless.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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May 14th 2014, 09:25 AM
I don't know what to do with myself. I have things I want to do each day but it is hard for me to just do them.
"i don't care your intentions. I just want you to know my self-hatred never took me where I wanted to go. At the end of the day...I can pick at the pain but I can't cut it away."
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