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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
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Wake up in the morning. Vomit.
Realise how shit things are. Vomit.
Worry about everything. Vomit.
Feel dizzy already. Nothing left inside me.
It's not fair
"Ignore the ramblings of the ignorant, and step on or over their crumpled bodies as you make your way to the top of the mountain. Eat upon their flesh for fuel, and, through your determination and will, banish them to obscurity and a life of complacency and self righteousness that is the hell in which they live"
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Lost my counciler. We had our first meeting yesterday. Apperantly she's "no longer with us" as in... Fired. Also, there's no records that I was there yesterday. WTF?
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
"For the first time
in a long time,
I can say that I wanna try.
I feel helpless for the most part,
but I'm learning to open my eyes.
And the sad truth of the matter is,
I'll never get over it,
but I'm gonna try
to get better and overcome each moment
in my own way"
Motion City Soundtrack, "Even If It Kills Me"
My tummy starts hurting just AFTER I've been to the doctors and told her I don't have a stomach ache. F*** you, body! But if it was my kidneys, I would have thought that the test would have brought something up, which it didn't, so I'm gonna ignore it until I get the more in depth test results. Not sure if that's wise but oh well...
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
I feel crappy already and now you might not be able to come because you have no money and I don't know what to do or say 'cause I can't really change the situation and it's partly my fault and I really want you here
Things, no matter how bad, will always get better. So smile, 'cause this is life, and life is what you make it.
Location: With God on the corner of First and Amistad
Posts: 2,627
Points: 25,799, Level: 23
Join Date: July 22nd 2011
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 4th 2012, 10:23 PM
She lied to me again. And I found out why she won't talk to me. It wasn't anything that I did, just what she heard. Yet she claims she doesn't judge people cuz she is Trans. WHAT A JERK!
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die