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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 5th 2011, 01:54 AM
Ohh, this might be kinda fun...
-I'm attracted to girls, as well as boys.
-I fell in love with one of my best friends.
-I've never had my first kiss.
-I'm terrified of losing my family because of my attraction to girls.
-I used to pull my hair out when I was upset/bored/ect.
-I feel like I'm not worthy of the love I get from my family and friends, but I tell myself: "I am valuable", simply because my friend asked me to.
-I sometimes feel like I have no reason to get up in the morning. Then I think about my friends and loved ones. They keep me going.
"Flying is simple. You just throw yourself at the ground and miss."
(T. E. I: The Essence of Insanity.)
"Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love."
-Albert Einstein
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 12th 2011, 04:50 AM
I've started sacrificing my money and happiness to make others happy... Because I want to save everyone from the bad in the world. I'm now broke, depressed, and miserable. But at least everyone else is happy.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 12th 2011, 09:27 AM
I'm a sociopath, to everyone except the one girl I love.
Space Flight Awards
Geosynchronous Orbit (Kerbin)
Manned Capsule and return (Kerbin)
Space Station and Docking (Kerbin)
Equatorial/Polar Probe (Mun)
Landing Resulting in the Loss of a Kerbanaut (Mun)
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 14th 2011, 08:16 PM
sweetie what you havent realized yet,
is that the more you call me a bitch and talk shit about me behind my back
because you want the guy that wants me, but i dont even find myself at the least attracted to him,
seeing that im madly in love with my boyfriend,
i just do things to get you flaming red mad, hate me more, and jealous,
just because you're not women enough to confront me with your problem!
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 17th 2011, 04:32 AM
1.i have a hard time trusting people
2.i have no real friends
3.every day i have to put on a fake smile so no one asks whats wrong
4.i want to kill myself
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 17th 2011, 09:15 PM
I lied. I never wanted to do this. I've always wanted to be a dancer. I only did this course because you wanted me to.
"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" ~ Ernest Gaines
She was whole before that night,
Believed in heaven before that night,
And she's not the only one,
She knows she won't be the only one.
She's not asking what you're going to tell your daughter,
She's asking what you're going to teach your son.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 24th 2011, 11:28 PM
I took [Edited by Kitty.] advil
I wanted to take more
I lied to you.
I'm not sorry.
When I cut or self harmed you were the one stopping me you don't know you were the reason sometimes
I know but I can't tell you because I shouldn't know.
There's a tiny part of me that wanted to flirt and hurt you. I care about you too much to do that to you though.
Your page is always open and your the first name I look for when I sign on.
Last edited by Kitty.; May 8th 2011 at 04:19 AM.
Reason: Editing out medication numbers.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 27th 2011, 10:27 AM
I should be at placement just now. Instead I'm hiding in bed.
I want to come out to my family already. But they're religious. Maybe going to the Pride festival will send a big enough hint.
Throw those curtains wide
One day like this a year would see me right
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 5th 2011, 04:44 AM
[quote=FastForward2012;3176]Sometimes when I'm truly happy, I make myself depressed,because I feel like I don't deserve to be happy. Well,its not that I don't deserve it,I just feel...out of my comfort zone being happy. like I'm very vulnerable when I'm happy. So why not just be depressed?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 5th 2011, 07:02 AM
i was inlove with my best friend we were friend with benifits, and when he got a girlfriend i was still in love with him... and than i lost him,,, because his girlfriend didnt like me. we never speak to each other, and when we see one another its just akwardd ;s i still miss him so much i cut his name into my leg ;s and i dated him ex girlfriend just to get back at him and because she was hot ;s
"Life isn't about how popular you are... What girl or boy you are dating or who you know. Life is about always being true to who you are or what you believe in. Never let anyone convince you that their way is better than your way. In the end all we have is our hearts... and our minds. This is the reason why we sing... this is the reason why we cry... this is why we live."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 5th 2011, 07:53 AM
I can't get another man out of my head. I don't think I'd ever act on it, but I still try to find ways to bump into him. The worst thing is I think he's attracted to me too. I sit for hours daydreaming about if things were different and I weren't married. I feel awful, but for some reason I cannot stop thinking about him...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 6th 2011, 11:36 AM
3 days late, still no period and no sign of it coming either. I'm nervous but secretly hoping I'm pregnant. I know my boyfriend is feeling the same way.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 8th 2011, 04:58 AM
I don't think I will ever find someone to love me in a romance way.
I cut myself when things get too hard.
I've made 19 serious suicide attempts.
I hate myself more than anything.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 15th 2011, 04:50 AM
I kinda hate two of my friends, one is because she constantly needs to be in a relationship in order to be happy AT ALL (if not in relationship she is suicidal). The other because she does nothing but complain about her life even though I would kill to have her life.
I secretly think everyone hates me and thinks I'm weird.
I have tried to commit suicide three times in my life (That's the first time I've ever admitted that.)
I believe that my mom hates me.
I have headaches all the time; the secret is, is that I hope that it turns out I have brain cancer, so then when I'm in the hospital I can find out who truly cares and people will tell me what they truly think of me.
The only reason I didn't kill myself that day was because I found out I was going to be a godmother.
The only person I really did love, I could never have and I can't stop thinking about him.
Morgan Lynn 5/15/2010
Henry Thomas 12/15/2010 I love you both unconditionally
Let go of the fear Let go of the doubt
Let go of the ones who try to put you down
You're gonna be fine Don't hold it inside
If you hurt right now, then let it all come out
Breathe - Ryan Star
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Last edited by Ashes2493; May 15th 2011 at 04:56 AM.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 15th 2011, 05:26 AM
I don't care. I don't care. I don't fucking care anymore.
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I can't wait to see her. She makes me happy. I BELIEVE she cares. Its been two years, she still isn't sick of me - so I'm going to see her.
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I'm sorry. I don't love you. I really actually HATE you.
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My mom doesn't even know about those 3 days in the hospital. Why would you believe me? I don't care if you believe me. I hate you too. Fuck off.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 15th 2011, 06:48 PM
I love my ED I love him I lie. About everything. To everyone. I tell people my daddy's away on business My daddy was a murderer and now he is dead I've slept with guys for money I always wished something horrible would happen to me so i could see who cared
I have more secrets than I can even post here.
I believe in pink<3
I'm not so great with advice. Could I interest you in a sarcastic comment instead?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 19th 2011, 02:03 PM
I'm spilling here because I have no one else to talk to because no body knows anything and they think I'm alright.
I miss her more than anything. It's my fault that she's gone, but
I pretend it didn't matter because if I did, I wouldn't be able to go on.
The only thing I've ever wanted is for someone to love me.
I hate my parents most. They messed me up. But I still love them.
I have too many secrets.
I am a liar, a hypocrite, a cheater, and a whore.
I want to destroy myself.