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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 15th 2012, 01:57 PM

Im thinking about running away.





From day one I talked about getting out
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When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 15th 2012, 03:26 PM

I use to be so excited to see my friend, and now I don't want to see her.


I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 15th 2012, 11:34 PM

I'm not sure if I'm living for you, or if I'm forfeiting my life so you can have yours.
I'm scared it's the latter.


This is the last night you spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 16th 2012, 12:37 PM

I think I have a personality disorder.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 18th 2012, 01:22 AM

The thought of being my real self makes me sick.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 18th 2012, 08:36 AM

I hate guys that think they can control every part of their girlfriend's life.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 18th 2012, 09:04 AM

I am low and I have severe urges to walk on the motorway. In the fast lane. How very unexpected. (</sarcasm>)
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 19th 2012, 01:30 AM

I'm very disinterested lately.

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Load it, check it, quick, rewrite it"
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 20th 2012, 01:33 AM

I want to hurt myself, just feel the tickle of it on my skin.

I feel like I've given away something I didn't want to.


I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 21st 2012, 12:52 AM

I'm having a bad day.

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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 21st 2012, 01:57 AM

I'm tired of being asked for photos I don't want to take.

I self harm, I want to, I feel like I "need" to, and I don't try to hide it.


I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 21st 2012, 02:24 AM

I masturbated to chan.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 21st 2012, 02:44 AM

I feel so alone and left out sometimes in my inner circle of friends
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 21st 2012, 10:44 AM

I tried to OD last night.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 21st 2012, 09:25 PM

I don't like my best friend at the moment. She left me hanging when I needed her the most.


I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 22nd 2012, 12:42 AM

My biggest fear is relapsing...but it's also what I want more than anything in this world...



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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 22nd 2012, 11:52 AM

I was about 3 seconds away from just walking in front of that train this evening. I guess that means I'm suicidal.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 22nd 2012, 12:18 PM

I think about killing myself every day.


something burning?
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 22nd 2012, 02:06 PM

I pray that I don't wake up all the time. I wish that every time I fall asleep was my last time on earth.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 23rd 2012, 10:57 PM

I don't want to die, I just don't want to be alive any longer.


This is the last night you spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 25th 2012, 12:30 AM

It will never be the same.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 25th 2012, 12:35 AM

I really want to cut right now :/ I'm trying hard not to but I just don't know if I can make it.

I wish I could run away from this hell. But I've got nowhere to run that I wouldn't be found. Otherwise, I probably would.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 25th 2012, 01:25 AM

-I am not sure I want to finish school. I'm not good at my work.
-Lately, I hate the idea of being in a relationship, but don't want to be alone.
-I want to feel numb again.
-I think about killing myself everyday.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 25th 2012, 06:29 PM

I just wish I didn't exist.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 26th 2012, 12:04 AM

I think I still love you but I can't break my relationship off with him for you after waiting 10 months. I'm scared.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 26th 2012, 05:02 AM

I'm dating my best friend's brother but I think I'm growing to love my best friend. She's everything! But she has a boyfriend which is my boyfriend's best friend. The four of us are so close. It's one thing I love about this situation. I probably just love her as a sister. But even like my mom said, I don't love my sister like I love her. But who says you can't love more than one person at a time?
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 28th 2012, 02:57 AM

I'm suicidal and I have a plan. Maybe this time I'll finally get to die.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 28th 2012, 09:49 PM

I think I might just kill myself.


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RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 30th 2012, 06:34 AM

I miss you.

Fml
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 30th 2012, 06:56 AM

I am losing my fucking mind.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 30th 2012, 06:57 AM

You were my friend, my best friend, my sister and a second mother to me...why did I push you away? If you told me to kill myself right now, I would.



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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - June 30th 2012, 07:15 AM

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I am losing my fucking mind.

Do you remember where you had it last? I can help you look for it?
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - July 2nd 2012, 04:07 PM

I'm glad you're gone.


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Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - July 2nd 2012, 05:04 PM

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm crying every day and night. I want to just give in and cut myself apart. I deserve it. Right now I'm only staying strong for my best friend. I miss my other friend; I thought she was one of the few who cared. I honestly don't know why I even bother anymore. Everyone hates me-all anyone ever does is get mad at me and yell at me (which reminds me of being abused in the past), most people don't even give a damn about me, and multiple times I've been told to kill myself. It's a damn good thing I'm too scared to even consider that.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - July 2nd 2012, 05:39 PM

I hate that I'm alive. I don't deserve to be here.


PM/Email me at ilovemusic10101@aol.com.
Just email me if you wanna chat or need any help.

Just take a chance and don't ever look back

Why do you hurt me and treat me like you do? What have I done to deserve this from you? Would you do the things you do if you were me and I were you?
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - July 2nd 2012, 05:46 PM

I can't help but imagine what my death will be like.
It all seems so peaceful.


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When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - July 2nd 2012, 06:20 PM

I read something I wasn't supposed to



Take as long as you need.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - July 2nd 2012, 07:34 PM

I wish TH was a real place so I could just go live there and feel safe.


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Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!

Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - July 4th 2012, 05:13 PM

The song "Famous Last Words" got me through a lot of rough nights. It will forever be associated with the nights before anyone knew that I was slowly killing myself.

I remember briefly thinking before this all happened that my life was boring. I wanted something to happen. I wanted to be able to say music saved me. Be careful what you wish for.



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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - July 4th 2012, 06:14 PM

Even though I feel happy, I'm still thinking about suicide. How is this even possible?


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Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
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