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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 4th 2009, 02:54 PM
I feel it would be better if something was going on so that we were arguing over something instead of something that isn't even happening making them just so pointless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 10th 2009, 07:41 AM
I lied when I said I loved you because I was desperate to keep you in my life.
I was just as bad as you were. I just had a lot of pretty words and thought-out lies to back me up.
My parents always told me no one would forget when it was my birthday because it is on 9/11. Like a sick joke. No one ever remembers it. Over 2000 people died on my birthday in 2001.
I miss you so much, I'm not in love with you but you were and are the love of my life. I know I fucked things up.
Every time I chew my favorite gum it reminds me of how you tasted that night. I would give anything to have you want me like that again. To have you hold me and adorn my name with metaphorical hearts.
I was just trying to be better than your ex.
I'm so confused. Are we good friends or do you like me? There's such a thin line with you...
I will never forget how happy you were when you broke my heart.
We can be friends, but you stole my dignity from me. You embarrassed and humiliated me then acted like you were the one who was wronged. Shut up.
"I still remember the sun, always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Where has my heart gone?
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I, I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing
Nothing at all"
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 11th 2009, 07:06 AM
Sometimes I really hate the world.
I really hate people. I really hate how they fuck with your lives like they mean nothing. I really hate how they take you for granted, and take advantage of you. Sometimes I think that living just isn't worth all the shit you have to go through in order to be happy. Sometimes I wish I could have a best friend that would never hurt me. But that's still never happened, and I'm starting to doubt it ever will. God, people piss me off.
The truth is that I know I'm a good person. I don't always think so, but I am.
I know I'm a good friend. And I deserve to be treated better than so many people have treated me.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 11th 2009, 11:01 AM
I am afraid of toilets other than my own.
Sometimes I still give in and starve myself.
I think everyone is beautiful.
I'm scared to be with a nice, attractive man because I'm worried he won't like it when he sees me naked.
Sometimes I miss my first boyfriend. He's gay.
He was desperate to be straight, and I was desperate to believe he was.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 11th 2009, 09:49 PM
>_> I think the little fruit thing in Emma's signature is adorable :P
I say sorry a lot because I'm afraid people will get sick of me and want a reason not to talk to me anymore.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 13th 2009, 10:25 PM
i will never ever be able to forgive them, i won't ever find it in my heart to love them again and i will never be able to think about them again without getting myself in a state.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 14th 2009, 12:06 AM
i want to start my life all over again, and have sex younger, get shitface all the time, do drugs, break the law, become popular and get with many girls...
"I hate that my blood makes me crazy. I hate that I can't function without being chemically altered...
And inside I feel like tears are streaming down my cheeks. But they're not are they...
I'm so lost inside. I wish that i could get out. But I don't think I ever will..."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 14th 2009, 12:45 AM
I wish I could re-do high school, and avoid the lies
I wish I could have done more in High School.
I wish that I could have gotten really goo in sports, but I know my mom needed me.
I wish that my mom would stop having kids, she makes me feel unimportant
I want to be with my boyfriend in more than one way and I want him to see me naked
I am scared he'll find someone prettier
I can't wait to move out, my family is insane
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 14th 2009, 06:58 PM
It's impossible for me to love her because of what she's done
but it's impossible for me to forget her, even though I want too so I can move on & find someone who loves me.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 14th 2009, 07:29 PM
Sometimes I just want something terrible to happen to me, so I could finally see who cares enough about me to be there.
I miss you so much that it hurts to think of you.
There are moments when I want to go back to the way it was before, just so that I could do it over again. I don't regret what I did.
I've never told anyone the truth about my life, and I don't plan on it.
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 15th 2009, 04:14 AM
I don't mind being accused of secretly dating somebody I work with. At least people think I'm good enough for her... I honestly don't think I am though. I've had a secret crush on one of my friends for almost 3 years.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 16th 2009, 03:16 AM
I'm 19 and I never had a BF and no one ever kissed me and I'm scared that am going to grow old and die alone.
I never set goals of what I want to reach or what I want to become because they always get shot down. (Im not over reacting or being a drama queen its the truth)
Some say the world will end in fire Some say in ice
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire
But if it had to perish twice
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great And would suffice.
-- Robert Frost--
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 21st 2009, 07:22 PM
I wish I had an eating disorder. I always start off so good to get there and she always stops me.
When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 21st 2009, 07:26 PM
ive dropped every one of my friends for her and she doesn't care that i'm even lying to them, telling them my phone is broke so i can't talk to them, when it works perfectly. :/