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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
August 28th 2009, 12:04 AM
One person:
You're destroying yourself. I hate watching you slowly kill yourself. I say, you're dying, you say, at least i'm dying doing something i enjoy. When you say that i feel like i just to slap you so hard! But i won't, because you go tell everyone what's happening. I tell you a secret, you go and spread it. Why? What sort of person does that make you? So many people have offered you friendship, and you have used them, squeezed them of what's left of their dignity and thrown them away. Again why? Watching people suffer seems to amuse you. Laughing at people and backstabbing people, you enjoy. Yet a nice conversation with a friend, about private stuff...well, i guess you enjoy it, but you can't resist not telling someone.
Some friend.
Second person:
You're such a jerk, i don't know why i fell in love with you.
But you should be happy.
Third person:
You cheered me up, you made me smile, i was depressed and low, but you pulled me away from the water. You started to like me, you asked me out. I said no. I love you so much as a friend! Please, understand?
Fourth person:
I've known you since you were 5. You've known me since I was 4. When i was 10 and you 11, you left. I missed you so much. And now, 5 years later, here you and me are, talking once again. It feels so good. we laugh and joke and accept each other for who we are.
To myself:
Who am i?
And if love is really all that we need,
Then even all my singing is never gonna save me.
Music it's my substitute for love
PM me i like talking about dinosaurs
Happy to talk about anything, though
Ooooh, i love Frank Turner and Noel Fielding. They.Are.Beautiful.
"there's a wave that is crashing over me, and all i can do, is surrender."
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
August 28th 2009, 12:12 AM
-It would've been nice to see you all again. [I know how innocuous that sounds, but given everything it can't be assumed]
But whether my decision was 'correct' is immaterial, because my father got a pay cut and I couldn't have come back anyway.
-I'm glad I'll never see you again. Fuckwit.
- I do legitimately think your beliefs are irrational and crazy. I understand now why people don't talk about these things with family.
-I'm glad we'll clearly always be friends, but I'm far from my best self with you. I'll try to amend that. I am a little jealous of your life at the moment, but surprisingly it's abating and I'm more and more thrilled on your behalf.
-Why can't you feel anything? Listen to me. What you think matters, doesn't matter. I do think you're a bit worthless but I'm also vehemently ready to be proved wrong.
-And finally:
Fuck off. FUCK OFF. Fuck off. You're dead inside and I don't want any part of you. Okay, the occasional part of you.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
August 28th 2009, 11:58 AM
Dear Ani,
If you think that I am just a stupid, illogical porn watching lesbian, why do you ever come and talk to me and tell me about your problems and then diss me?
Dear Mom,
If I ever leave this world just know that it was no one's fault and not even yours. It was just meant to be that way.
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August 28th 2009, 02:17 PM
i think your the one who needs to make a decision hunny, one minute your fine with out me then the next you love me? then the next you want your ex in your life, then you don't? no ty, i think i'll leave this one out.
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August 28th 2009, 03:28 PM
I WISH YOU THOUGHT OF ME. I think I still love you. I know I miss you. Your hug would fix all this. We only talk every month or so. I think we could have been so much more than we were. I'm so sorry I gave up on us, just forgive me. But I know this will all never happen, and that's what hurts even more. You've been with other girls now... and I'm stuck, over a year on just with thoughts of you <3 Oh help me, my love.
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August 28th 2009, 05:17 PM
I've been out with ruby for the last hour and I could of done the things I was going to do, but I couldn't, I just came home instead because I just want you.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
August 28th 2009, 05:29 PM
i wish you were there last night when i cried. i wish you were there with your arms wrapped around me. letting me know it would be alright. i wish you saw how fast i broke down. i need you here with me. i'm gonna miss you so much. i'm afraid if you leave, you won't come back...
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
I will walk with you, so you're never alone.
Last edited by savealife723; August 28th 2009 at 08:07 PM.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
August 28th 2009, 11:42 PM
thank you for running to me when i needed you tonight and sorry i had to come home early, i feel like such a twat for sobbing like that but it was just so awful and i swear i'm gonna be sick. deffo changing my number tomorrow, i love you best friend <3
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
August 28th 2009, 11:54 PM
I know we haven't spoken in ages but I'm glad we did. Thanks for an amazing night, I can't wait for tomorrow night, hopefully we'll be able to be friends again and I'll make a few new ones along the way.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
August 28th 2009, 11:56 PM
Just look at me. Sometimes I feel like I'm invisible. I wish you'd just ask and actually listen to the answer. I'm lying when I say that I'm okay and you know it. I wish you would just take the time to let me open up, to help me do that, to sit and listen.
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August 29th 2009, 12:57 AM
im gonna move forward with my life now, i have the support of my friends who have been there for me all night, coming over to check i don't top myself. my life will get better from here, im sure of it.
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August 29th 2009, 05:11 PM
Yeeyy IM SO GLAD YOUR BACK FROM HOLIDAY! And I can't wait til you come round tomorrow to get drunkedd! Ive missed you millions ): but that phone call was JOKEEE! "We arent the smartest people at maths, but when it comes to cheating cunts we are the sharpest pencils in the maths set ;)" omg laura you joker. and lol im sorry for crying but when you sang bulletproof i was creasing! it'll be so nice to catch up even though its only been 10 days!! seems like forever, hahahahah! can't wait for emilys 19th in derby either rudie gonna be so good to have all the crew back together hahah (: love you best friendddddddd xxx
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August 29th 2009, 06:34 PM
How can you treat me like this? You have known me so much longer than him and I treat you so much better than you deserve. You're a heartless little cow sometimes but no matter how hard I try I just can't let go of you. You're my best friend and all I want is for us to be happy together. You don't need him to make you happy, You've got me. I can't believe when it comes down to the decision you would choose him first. You'll probably say you don't to try and defend me but I always know the truth, I can see behind the innosence and see what's really there because to be honest I am the only person who knows the real you, and the real him. I have known him forever and I can see past his lies so why can't you? He is a liar, a loser and a two-timing user. Why don't you believe me? He cheated on you, he even told you he was seeing that girl himself. And when he makes you cry and you come crawling back to me expecting me to be there for you and I don't know why but I always am. I don't think I should be. I really don't. Why should I? You can come to me with your problems but I can't turn around and ask you for advice. You've hurt me so so much. You lied to me yesterday, I thought maybe it could just be me and you. But obviously not you ran off to HIM again! Do you know how much I felt like crying when your brother told me where you'd gone? You're a liar. Liar! You treat me like crap and all I can do is accept your apologies time and time again, Sorry is just a word. Sorry must be your favourite word because you've apologized to me so many god damn times. It's in your most-used dictionary at the moment, and do you know what you PROMISED ME! You promised me. Promised that you would be with me today and it'd be like it used to be before you met him. I HATE him I only pretend to like him for your sake, and you don't even deserve that. I am the one you constantly leave out in the cold and I am sick of being taken for granted! I really am, if you understood how upset you make me feel day-in-day-out you would understand why I self harm and why I am unwell. You say it gets on your nerves when I'm upset, yet you spend most of your time upset and that doesnt annoy me. I hate it being like this, you're not the person I made friends with. She has gone away forever and I don't know if I can bring her back. You're the person who uses me. You're the person who couldn't care less about my feelings, You're the person who ditches me for your boyfriend. You're the one, who is slowly killing me. All I want is a little more consideration, all I want is a little more time. All I want is the girl I made friends with. Because I miss her.
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August 29th 2009, 06:49 PM
I know what I've said, and I'm sorry for every night I kept you awake asking yourself if there was something between us. I'm not even sure what the answer to that is. You're a great friend, but sometimes I don't see the boyfriend material. I need someone who can be serious when I'm upset or when something is wrong. Not someone who makes jokes all the time. Last night was fun hanging out with you, you're such a joker. You crackkkk me uppp. But I don't think that we can go anywhere with that.... maybe friends would be better for us.. I'm sorry.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
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August 29th 2009, 08:13 PM
I love you. I don't care when you're controlling, I know you just don't want me to do all that shit, I get it. I'm scared your not going to love me anymore. You're just going to wake up one day and not need me like you say you do now. I don't know how I'd be able to live with out you..
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Originally joined;; October 2007.
Just one kiss and I'm alive,
One kiss and I'm ready to diee.
'Cause you're so beautiful.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
August 29th 2009, 08:56 PM
You haven't been yourself lately...You've been getting aggravated at me, which you never do. I'm so scared you're going to walk out. PLEASE don't walk out. You're healing my broken heart. I'm falling in love with you. I want to be with you forever. Please don't leave me baby. You make me happy. You make me feel beautiful. You make me believe life is worth living...
I don't want to let you down. But it seems I have been, yet you tell me not to worry. How can I not worry? You got mad at me last night for worrying, which makes me worry more. I'll try and not worry so much...I miss you.