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October 15th 2010, 01:22 AM
To mom #1
I hate you. you never cared about me, my half sister or brother, my dad. you cared more about your stupid little dogs. you were so selfish. i may have loved you when i was little, but now i realize that you lied so much. i got so scared when you threw your temper tantrums. i hate you. never try to contact me in the future.
To mom #2
What happened? Things started out so great. now i feel like you really don't care about me any more. i live in the same house yet i never see you. when i ask for help, you just ignore me. don't you know how hard it is to ask for help? To admit something is wrong with me? You explode at nothing, you've become a total control freak. I'm under just as much pressure as you. You never act like this when daddy is around. Just shuttup and try understanding others for once.
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October 16th 2010, 07:10 AM
You raped me. You hurt me. You pulled me into this and made me think I could trust you, made me think you’d lead me in the right direction. Every day I feel so worthless and pathetic and weak because of you. You call me fat, you call me weak, and you tell me I’m not good enough every day. I can’t express how much I hate you. I cut because of you, I cut because somehow, some part of me hopes that one day I’ll just bleed you out of my system, and it’s disgusting to me that when I do that I’m just giving you what you want. You’re a sick bastard and I’ll always hate you. You may not have a body, you may not have a physical form, but you’re real to me. You’re a fucking monster, and I’ll kick you out of my head. The hard way. You know what the hard way is.
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October 17th 2010, 06:54 PM
I never told you because I never thought you'd leave her but now I know that you are and for someone else, I can't help but feel like an idiot for not admitting it when you asked.
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October 18th 2010, 04:27 AM
I know your going to text me all day but i am really going to miss feeling so safe at night, with you on the phone.
Please reassure during the trip you haven't forgot about me. Yeah im sensitive and get jealous when your around your friends, because i wish it was me, but iknow soon it will be
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October 18th 2010, 10:31 PM
Is it really really selfish of me for hoping I do better than you in my exams??
^^That's rhetorical.
It's really stupid, and I'm ashamed of myself. I'll just feel that if you get really good grades and I don't, I'll have let myself down hugely. Even though you're doing a whole different course to me, and your exams are worth less than mine. It just annoys me when I see you putting so much effort into this ~ you're taking days off college just to study for your midterm exams which are like...fifteen percent and they're not even going towards your degree. You don't even have to start stressing til next year. This year is when things start mattering for me.
I'm just jealous I think. I didn't even know you in sixth year, but the fact that you got almost full marks on the Leaving and I got 420 makes me feel inferior, or something. Even though I know I didn't do a lot of work and concentrated on my social life and not being depressed and acting and my first serioues relationship and you put your head down because you had a goal, and I didn't......I just feel like I need to rpove something. To you. To myself. I know I'm a perfectionist and that I'll never do well enough. I just know that if you get higher grades than me in your fifteen percent exams that don't even matter in the long run than I do in my 20 and 50 percent exams that go towards my degree, I'll be crushed.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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October 19th 2010, 10:58 AM
Everyone always tells me I need to open up more and talk about things more. When I finally do open up to people, they never listen, they never care. I just feel more broken than I did before. I listen to everyone when they have a problem, I always care. Why are people just unable to care about me?
“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
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October 21st 2010, 12:47 PM
if you got a problem with me fucking say it to me tell me to my face dont be a pussy and fucking get someone else to tell me, if your that worried you shouldnt have started shit stupid, your just as fake and those girls you talk about go to hell
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.
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October 21st 2010, 08:48 PM
Dear _____,
I basically think you are kind of a dick right now. I'm so busy and stressed all the time and you don't have time for me. You like me? Well eff you, I'm done with this.
Yours truely,
Lindsay.
Dear _____,
It bothers me soo much that you say you wish you were a better friend to me then don't change anything. I honestly wanna punch you every time you say it. Because I am probably the best friend you have ever had. And I have no one I can really talk to about anything because no one even cares about me anymore. I'm kind of falling into a pit of numbness and it's kind of you and all of my other friend's fault. No one wants to hear what is happening to me, they just want to thow their own problems onto me then walk away feeling better. I've been wanting to hurt myself again almost everyday now. I want to tell you these things but I'm afraid that if I do you'll haul off and kill yourself or go around telling people that I feel bad and then I'll lose all my friends again. So I continue to be all alone. Well now I'm gonna go back to feeling like cutting.
Your friend,
Lindsay
"If you are going to tell the truth, be funny, or they'll kill you."
-Billy Wilder
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October 21st 2010, 11:13 PM
What you said to me today, even though it's something you probably forgot about five seconds later, which is good, brightened up my whole week. It really made me feel good and I really liked it. What I've been craving recently is feeling accepted, appreciated, to have my company actually desired....and for you to say you wanted me to come on the trip actually meant so much more than I'd ever ever admit to anyone. Thankyou (:
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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October 21st 2010, 11:30 PM
Don't tell me that I'm spoiled when I still have to live with my alchoholic parents in a nearly run-down house and struggle with being poor while you get to stay at your sober grandmother's big, fancy house and have someone to borrow money off of constantly. Fuck you. And you have the balls to tell me that you know what I'm going through, well have you ever cried yourself to sleep each night for one week straight? Ever cut yourself because it was as close to feeling better as you could get? Ever seriously pondered suicide? I bet not.
There's just so much shit that you don't know about, Sam. Sooo much shit piled up inside me, and you calling me "spoiled" is just adding on to it, although it's not your fault that you don't realise that.
I should probably tell you about everything that's been going on so you would back off a little. But I'm afraid you'll be disappointed and that you'll stop talking to me.
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October 22nd 2010, 06:04 PM
You were pushing me, you made me want to kill myself even more than I already wanted to, and if I hadn't hacked my arms up, I'd probably be in the Psych Ward right now instead.
Dare to be Different, to be Weird, to be a Freak. Overall, Dare to be yourself. Stamp Out Prejudice Hatred and Intolerance Everywhere
The Sophie Lancaster Foundation
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October 22nd 2010, 06:25 PM
You're not fat, so kindly shut the fuck up. I know you like the attention, but is it really worth losing your so-called "best friend" over it? Because you're really fucking pushing me away. You're fucking UNDERWEIGHT, not fat, and you fucking know it.
I want forever, and I want it with you. But I won't tell you that, just in case you don't feel that way. Because it's too soon for me to feel that way. But I do anyway...
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October 23rd 2010, 06:00 AM
I wish I would've been there for you more sooner...I wish I could've kept you longer and not hurt you so badly. I miss you and I really want you back. Don't forget me please...
"I'm not a piece of cake for you to just discard
While you walk away with the frosting of my heart
So I'm taking back what's mine, you'll miss
The slice of heaven that I gave to you last night." - "Cake" by Melanie Martinez
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October 23rd 2010, 11:33 PM
brian; i wish i never loved you. i wish i never cared. i wish i never answered my phone August 5th, 2009. i wish you and i weren't friends. i wish you would just take my feelings into consideration. i wish you didn't like inflicting my pain so much. i wish you would just leave me alone to die without you.
elijah; i've always say that you're my best friend when people ask. why the hell aren't you acting like a best friend lately though? you lied to me. you told me you quit drinking a month and a half ago. and yesterday was the first time i've seen you in person for over a year, and you were so drunk. get a life and grow up. i want my old best friend back.
bradley; you're just too cute:]
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
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October 24th 2010, 01:41 PM
I'm sorry..
I didn't mean to hurt you.. Really.. I honestly didn't mean it how it sounded.. I'm sorry.. It's my fault. But I don't get how you could think I'd ever say something like that to you? Please just talk to me.. I don't want to lose everything over a misunderstanding.. I'm sorry..
“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
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October 24th 2010, 02:35 PM
I want you back even though you walked away to be with the guy that you hate.
I know I can find someone better but I want you to see the mistake that you made and come back because it was always you, but maybe things will be better when time goes by and things cant get in the way.
Please dont forget me
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Why did you have to move away when you split, i have lost almost everyone i liked because I had to go with you. My life would have been so much better but i had no choice.
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October 25th 2010, 01:15 AM
I know you want me back and you want to fix your life, but I'm not sure if that can happen. I love you and I want you back, but I'm still not completely over my boyfriend yet. I don't know if we should try to date again... Our relationship isn't going to last longer like you say it is. I don't know if I should be with you again
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October 25th 2010, 02:52 AM
GET THE F*** OVER YOURSELF. YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE GOING THROUGH SH**, I AM COMPLETELY SICK OF YOUR CRAP. GROW UP AND CONSIDER OTHER PEOPLES FEELINGS FOR ONCE. I HAVE BEEN SO CONSIDERATE WHEN IT COMES TO YOU, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO ME? YOU'RE JUST LIKE BLAH BLAH BLAH B**** B**** B****, I AM SOSICK OF IT. JUST STOP.
“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
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October 25th 2010, 08:57 AM
I love you so much baby. I've never felt this way about anyone before. I know you are the one for me and I'm sorry it's taken us so long to figure that out! I wish you weren't so scared to love me, because I don't want anyone else but you forever. I know that one day I will marry you and have babies with you and I want that more than I've ever wanted anything in my entire life. Oh, and I miss you like crazy. <3 <3