Happy Birthday to Me!!

[hocus pocus]

I made it another year, guys. Today is my fifteenth birthday. I don’t understand how I could have such a great day, but still feel the need to hurt myself.

My birthday started at midnight with messages and videos from my friends, which was really sweet. I watched the season finale of Army Wives and then I went to bed. I woke up at around nine and just laid there for a few moments. It doesn’t feel like my birthday, but what do birthdays feel like? I went to my hair appointment and had a lot of fun chatting with my mom’s hairdresser as she tasseled, highlighted, and washed my hair. It’s now a dark curly brown with hints of blonde. Shortly after, we went to my last medication management appointment. My doctor looked like he wanted to cry, “I’ve really enjoyed working with you, and I wish you all the best.” I extended my hand and told him that I hoped his retirement begins on a good note. After that, we picked up my twin brother. We all ran through the rain like little kids on the way back to the car. We picked up my little brother and headed towards the restaurant. When we got home, I wrapped his presents. My dad got home and we decided to go to the store in the middle of the flood for a cake. “Who goes out in the middle of a tornado warning and a flood for cake? We do!!” I’ve never seen the store so empty before! We started dancing down the aisles just for the hell of it. Ha! I’m sure the security people watching the cameras had some fun watching the store tonight. My dad picked me out these beautiful purple carnations. We walked back out and waited for my dad to pull the car up, and I snapped an awesome picture.

We ate cake, and I opened my presents. I got Demi’s and 30 Seconds to Mars’ new albums, along with Demi’s documentary and Sarah Dessen’s new book. I also got some nail stuff and a really cool Keurig iced coffee set. I called my grandparents and I had an instant panic attack from the memories from last year, but it’s all okay now. The woman who is living in our new house will be moved out by Thursday. It’s really happening.

Thanks, guys, for getting me through another year. Because I didn’t want to make it to fifteen. But I did. By the way, this will also be on my blog. I just wanted it here so I could add the pictures.

[Le Papillon]

Happy birthday Cassie! It sounds like you had a great birthday, and I'm glad you made it to 15 I'm jealous of your 30STM cd, just so you know and I hope this year is better for you. You can do this! Stay strong <3

[¯|_(ツ)_|¯]

I'm glad you had a good birthday and I hope that you continue to make great strides!

[Catharsis.]

Aw, Cassie, I'm so happy to hear you had a good day! You've come a long way in the last year and I'm really glad you made it. I hope you kept me a slice of cake! Oh, and that picture you took is so cool!!!

Like I've said, I'm glad you enjoyed it, Cassie. You deserved a good day.

[Jordioa18]

Happy birthday, I'm happy to hear that your day was good

And becoming 15 is an achievement, not a bad thing

[Rivière]

Happy birthday! I do hope you have a great day!

[MGICECUBE15]

Happy Birthday

[Not_here]

aw, happy birthday Cassie! I'm glad you're having a great day <3

btw, I love how you guys went out in the rain, but you're not the only ones. I did too :3

[hocus pocus]

Aw, you're all so sweet! Thanks, Gareth! I think the street lights give it a good look. Haha, Susan. We can be rain buddies! I like the rain Except it's been raining for nearly two weeks straight here.

[cookiesamilk]

I'm so glad you had a good birthday Cassie!!!!! You deserved it Here's to many more! lol <3