i know what you mean about all those little things building up. how have things been difficult? and i'm here for you :-)

Mainly just petty stuff I suppose. But it adds up.
A lot of the people I know pretty much use me. I'm their friend only as long as they need someone to lean on or back them up. But once they don't need me anymore, I never hear from them until they need something else.
Like this past year, things have been really difficult for me to say the least. And not a single one of those friends have been there for me. Yet despite my troubles I nearly got into god knows how many fights telling people off for treating my friends wrong. Along with a lot of other shit. Idk really

what things do you let them get away with?

Good question. Sadly one I have troubles answering.
I guess the best way to put it is sometimes I'm too nice. I let people get away with too much, even when I know it's wrong and they know what they're doing is wrong. But I still can't bring myself to push things farther than me snapping at them and telling them how much it pisses me off.
Character flaw, I suppose.

why are they your friends if they suck?

I am, my parents are just jackasses. :3
Lmfao. Bet that makes me seem real nice xD
Lol, then that is a pretty good summer right there. Especially when people suck. :/ my friends sure do.
It's good you're able to sleep though. I know a lot of people who have issues with that, myself included xD

youre not supposed to be online after 9....? i thought you were 17? and no i just stay up for fun with my best friend the internet lol.. and sometimes i cant sleep but most of the time i can

LOL. guilty conscious? xD joking. I get the same way whenever I'm on my laptop instead of my iPod after 9, since I'm not technically supposed to be online at all after 9 o-o haha
Insomnia or just don't want to go to bed yet?
Hey, can be pretty good. Just think, one day you'll be older and not able to say up past 8:30 :'D rofl xD
Seriously though, lots of people stay up late for their own doing and because they can't sleep. Could always look into some medicines for it or something if it becomes a real problem

lol well, the computer in my room is broken. so i have to use the one in the living room. whenever my mom comes out like to get a drink or something i jump at the sound of the door every time. even if i'm not doing something wrong.....lol. i guess i'm just highly aware of everything. and most nights i stay awake into the ungodly hours of the morning, i go to bed at like 4 and wake up at 2pm. story of my summer

Totally meant you, not oh in that last sentence ^^; heh.
Nothing much really. It's nearly 1am and my parents are asleep so I can't really do much of anything besides sit in my room, rofl. xD
What about you?(: