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Sometimes I cut and don't even know why (SH TRIG)

Posted January 9th 2012 at 03:28 AM by ¯|_(ツ)_|¯

Tags cutting, mental health, motivation, self harm, sick, tired

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While sitting there talking to people feeling fine I end up cutting.
I'm so stupid. It's on the wrist this time. At least if I'm gone for a while you know why.

I'm so fucked up. Get that sad scared feeling in my heart out of nowhere. Cut out of nowhere. Tired out of nowhere. No motivation out of nowhere.

Sick with a cold right now. The fuck's wrong with me?

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1. 	You're not stupid, darling. Truth to be told I've been tempted to SH for most of the morning. It's okay to feel like this. There's nothing wrong with you.
   	Posted January 9th 2012 at 04:14 AM by Storyteller.

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