so i picked out a hairstyle. Y'know them "Scene hairstyles" and i printed a good picture out as an example. i got there and they goes "yup i can do that" she went off cutting ect and it turned out no different to what mah hair is already like!!!!

comparing my hair now to the picture , its WAY off!!! i'm so gutted!

mum goes on ranting then saying "you should have said something"

TOO LATE NOW INIT!!!

gosh...........

In physics on monday my physics teacher kept me behind and told me that she could tell that i was unhappy and that was why i misbehaved because i was venting all my pain by being a bit of a rebel and the thing is is that i think she is right and that worries me i thourght i was covering up my emotions well but obviosly not.

I am under a black and want to come out form it but can't its killing me. I DON'T EVEN NOW WHY WHICH JUST GETS ME HATING MYSELF.
Liz

i just found out my brother of course the one person who i could tell anything to is in jail.Someone please give me something anything im going to cut again tonight i know it. It's sick when you have planned times to hurt yourself. I just don't know how im supposed to tell my nephew that his daddy's gone and won't be back for a long time. I just hope he's safe in that place. Hopefully he gets better and realizes the pills aren't worth it. Just someone give me a quote or advice or something please....