I've decided it must just be me :/
Today so far I have been told to f off, called some really nasty names and told to go and cut myself in chat.
I have been blamed for banning someone from chat when i evidently didn't. :/

I really gets to me >_<

Okay, so you text me. Right? I didn't know what for. You apparently just wanted to say Merry Christmas. But, I figured you out. Hunny, I know you too well. You were coming down to where I live this weekend? HA. You seriously think I don't know your little plan? I guess the thing that you think I'm only good for. Well, sad news for you.. I'M NOT HAVING...

I know I'm only fifteen. I know that I have quite some time left to figure this stuff out. I know that labels are just made by society and things change, that you don't always fit into one label. I was talking to someone on here tonight and he really helped me with that and I really appreciate that. This person hopefully knows who I am talking about, and if he stumbles across this, thank you so much.
I really would love to know who the fuck I am, though. A lot of the time I think that I am...