Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside, it's cold out side
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside, it's cold inside

And your slowly shaking fingertips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?...

Today is a good day. i feel clear headed, awake, and alive. Its been awhile since ive had a day like this. Im not going to let anything get in the way anymore. No more letting people push me around. Im atheist, bi-sexual and i dont give a shit anymore what you think. If you dont like me you can fuck off.

I can't think.
Don't think, Hope.
Don't think, Hope.
Stop. Stop. Stop.

I have this headache that won't go away lately. I asked my grandma about it, she said she doesn't know why I would have a headache.She said she would take me to the doctor. I refused, I just said, "I'm tired. I'll be in fine in the morning." Well, I wasn't fine. And now, I know this headache won't go away. It's there because I try so hard not to think anymore. Everytime I think I...

Dylan Matthew,

Even though I never had a chance to meet you, I still love you. You will always be a part of me and I hope you are looking out for me. I hope you are proud of the life I'm living, I'm trying to make the best of everyday just for you.

Lately I have been wondering, who you would have been today? Today more than ever. I wonder if you would have been the protective brother or would you have just ignored me. I would hope it would've been the former, because...