TeenHelp - Entries for March 24, 2011

Birds.

Posted March 24th 2011 at 06:01 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

I feel so detatched. Distant. I've just cleaned the living room, kitchen and hall and taken out the recycling in less than half an hour. I lit a candle in the living room. Opened the window. I can hear the birds. Things are probably so much easier when you're a bird. There's a lot less to think about. I bet birds don't go about whacking their wings off of random chimneys when they get upset. Birds probably eat their weight in food everyday and don't care. Why can't life be that simple for

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LlamaLlamaDuck

Llama Lover/Skittle Minion

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I'm Such A Tool

Posted March 24th 2011 at 04:56 PM by Troubled_Heart

Grrrr... I'm such an idiot! I was walking to the bus stop and the stress of everything (especially my English stress) was getting to me and I cut on the palm of my hand... it bled for ages which was good and made me feel fresh... but now I have to make sure I keep my hand balled... I mean it's easy to cover but such a pain... and honey/exfoliating is not working!!!!! I guess I'll have to try something else soon...! Life sucks!

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Used to be Ianto Jones

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Forgotten the taste and smell of the world that she's left behind.

Posted March 24th 2011 at 12:11 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

More nightmares. Kept jumping and waking up. Heart racing. Scared. Half crying. Dreamt that the one person I trust the most tried to kill me.
Want to hurt. Just want to cut so deep that the blood doesn't stop until I'm unconscious. Unable to think. Or remember. Didn't take the Prozac last night. Only have 2 left now. Can't see my doctor for more until next week. Oh well.
I feel so numb. Someone said something to me last night that triggered me so much. Or was that a dream.
I

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LlamaLlamaDuck

Llama Lover/Skittle Minion

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slowly killing myself !

Posted March 24th 2011 at 02:13 AM by Call.Me.Rae3900

the cuts are getting deeper annd the amount of blood that comes out gets to be more and more each time. nothing seems to be going right annd i cant stop the razor from finding its way back to my wrists annd i cnt stop it from sliding a crossed my skin. i just wanna kill myself, if i could i would! i want to just cut my arms, DEEP GASHES FROM THE TOP ALL THE WAY DOWN ! letting me bleed out as my body ran cold.
just thinking about hurting him makes my body ich annd i start scratching causing...

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