This past week was my first week back at school. Felt like shit the whole time. Acted like i was happy, yeah right. Pushed anyone who asked if i was ok away. Just tried not to get noticed.
tried to kill myself again. No one found out. Luckily. I just wish everyone would forget that i existed. Im worthless.
Im such an idiot. I actually believed i was getting better. Im not going to. Im hopeless.
I hate myself. Even a 7 year old me there is something wrong with me, and my...

I don’t know how to get through this week. It’s going to be incredible hard. There’s only one thought in my head right now, “Kill yourself Emma.” No one even cares. I don’t want to be alive anymore. I’ve pushed everyone away and I have nothing left. I don’t even have a reason to fight now.

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TeenHelp Newsletter #22 - January 15th 2012 - http://www.teenhelp.org

Welcome to the TeenHelp Newsletter! Our Newsletter contains a lot of useful information about our current work, including updates to our site and services, work with our partners and affiliates, details of upcoming events, short bits of advice,...