Jose and I are back together. Just thought I'd say that. I'm starting to miss him more and more.
I'm scared to fall in love.
But I can feel myself doing it. Like if I was with him, I know I would be like, I love this kid.
But he doesn't want to fall for me. I want to be catched.
*sigh*

How did everyone spend their new years eve? Mine was fantastic!

Usually I don't do anything fun for New Year's, but this year was a special exception because I actually had someone to spend it with. I went to Jon's house to spend the day with him, and I stayed until some time after the ball drop.

We watched Hetalia, ate New Years soba noodles, which is a Japanese New Year's tradition, and we played some games and cuddled for god knows how long.
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Happy new years everyone! Hope you all had a good night. And i hope you all have a great year.
I had a good night. Went to my aunts house. Saw my baby cousin. He's 19 months old. So cute. I love him. He's one of the only reasons i stay alive. He makes me happy.
Last night we all sat around playing games and talking.The adults were drunk. My mom let me have spiked eggnog. First time ever having alcohol. My dad would never let me. So another secret to keep.But this one isnt bad....