TeenHelp - Entries for February 4, 2013

I'm not okay... (triggering)

Posted February 4th 2013 at 04:43 AM by ~Misguided Ghosts~ (My wheekings)
Updated February 4th 2013 at 05:18 AM by ~Misguided Ghosts~

Tags anxiety, emotions, sadness, scared, self harm, suicide

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay

Get the picture? I'm not okay.

And I don't know why.

Last night I had to call Live Help because I wanted to cut and even though I was outwardly, and maybe inwardly calm, my brain was telling me to take the pills.

Today I got that weird chest feeling again and cut a lot and I can't calm down and I want to cut some more and I was supposed to be asleep...

~Misguided Ghosts~

But I'm just a ghost.

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No life . . . sort of.

Posted February 4th 2013 at 02:06 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

Well, I'm now pretty sure that the no number calls I missed last Wednesday were from McDonalds and that I haven't got the job as a result. I've been checking metime every day, but it still just gives me the date that my interview was, which is now 16 days ago . . . so I'm pretty sure I didn't get that, and I'm really worried that whatever the calls I missed last Wednesday were, they're important. Freaking out about that. They definitely weren't from Judy because I asked her about it and she said...

i_like_black

Awesomesauce.

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What is it with guys and texting?!

Posted February 4th 2013 at 01:02 AM by Jess~

We've all gotten that one text that just makes our shoulders drop in disappointment. For some, like me, we've gotten it more than once. I text quite often...I've gotten plenty of disappointing texts from lots of different people. "I hate you." "F*ck you b*tch." "Why are we always fighting?!" and even "Yay! I'm so glad we're friends again!!" (when I was trying to get rid of this girl who thinks she's my best friend, but really, I never liked her from the start.)...