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[Triggering] If only you could see..

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Posted July 14th 2010 at 12:52 AM by Aidanlaiysaon
Updated July 14th 2010 at 02:12 AM by Briana (adding prefix)

You all act like you see right through me.
Think that you know everything about me.
You never will...

You wont ever see that pain and hurt that I lock away inside.
The scars on my body either from the belts that slapped my skin or the cuts from knives and razors shoved in so deep.

You think im strong.
Your wrong.
Im weaker than you'd imagine.
I cry myself to sleep at night.
I scream and beg for mercy to escape the aching pain.
You can't see it.

You all laugh when I say that I don't like to have sex.
Call me a virgin, acting as if thats an insult.
You don't know the pain my body goes through everynight.
The feeling of being torn into.
The burning in my flesh from him using me til he is satisfied.

He blames me for all his mistakes.
Whispers dirty things, things i dont wanna hear.
Tells me that im worthless.
He's right.

I want you to understand.
Im not everything you think I am.
If you could only see me.
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  1. Old Comment
    Obliviate's Avatar
    wow...this is really deep
    Sounds like you're going through alot...
    If you ever need anyone to talk to you know where I am. Keep going x
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    Posted July 14th 2010 at 07:12 AM by Obliviate Obliviate is offline
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    kristine's Avatar
    Im really sorry that you have to go through all that.
    This poem is really deep and touching though.
    You can message me if you ever want to talk
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    Posted July 20th 2010 at 01:15 AM by kristine kristine is offline
 


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