Feel so unsafe right now, can't handle everything. Lost pretty much all hope. I'm trying to stay strong and fight this crap i really am but i just can't take all these arguments. Friends had a go at me for not going today. Well sorry if i don't want to go into the middle of a riot zone. My anxiety is pretty bad at the moment as it is without making...

Ever felt like the enter world is against you and that everyones out to get you? Thats how i feel right now. I feel so alone, so stupid and worthless and just a useless waste of space. I can't help but feel like this. People keep telling me how much i mean to them and how important i am. My uncle told me my little cousin keeps asking for ma all the time when i'm not there and that was one of the first worlds she learnt. He said i'm practically her favourite person in the world. She so adorable and...