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Posted August 10th 2011 at 04:43 PM by Anatidaephobia
Ever felt like the enter world is against you and that everyones out to get you? Thats how i feel right now. I feel so alone, so stupid and worthless and just a useless waste of space. I can't help but feel like this. People keep telling me how much i mean to them and how important i am. My uncle told me my little cousin keeps asking for ma all the time when i'm not there and that was one of the first worlds she learnt. He said i'm practically her favourite person in the world. She so adorable and the cutest little thing ever, but then she'd be better of without me letting her down. My friends pretty much hate me. Don't want to bother with me, thats fine, not like i care...why would i? I'm fine i can do this on my own.
LIELIELIELIELIELIELIELIELIELIE I really don't know how to cope anymore. Had to tidy my draws out today as i'm babysitting my little cousin tomorrow. Found so many pills. At least 300 and there are plenty of blades, just had to hide them. But i'm glad at least now i have more of a comfort and something to escape to.
Make this all stop?
LIELIELIELIELIELIELIELIELIELIE I really don't know how to cope anymore. Had to tidy my draws out today as i'm babysitting my little cousin tomorrow. Found so many pills. At least 300 and there are plenty of blades, just had to hide them. But i'm glad at least now i have more of a comfort and something to escape to.
Make this all stop?
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Keep strong. You can do this, and I would never lie to you about that. You're so amazing, Emma. <3Posted August 10th 2011 at 04:47 PM by Everglow.
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I often feel like the world is against me and that everyone is out to get me. You are not alone in feeling like this, I often feel like the world is out to get me. You are not stupid or worthless. and you are not a useless waste of space either. I don't hate you. Keep fighting you can do this.Posted August 10th 2011 at 05:01 PM by WhisperingSilence
