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Another battle ahead
Posted April 5th 2011 at 05:01 AM by Anatidaephobia
Why did i have to wake up today?
I'm so tired of always fighting, always been strong. I don't know how much longer i can do this for. I don't know how much longer i can pretend that i am ok. I just want this all to stop. I feel so useless and alone. I hate it. I hate myself. I destroy everything. Sometimes i wonder if i even deserve to be alive. I mean wouldn't everyone be better off without me? I just make everything worse. I can't do anything right.
I can't face today. My friend needs to have a serious talk with me and i don't want her to worry. I'm not worth it. So what if i sliced my arm up yesterday. If only she knew the half of it. I just want out. I am sick of struggling and waiting to see if things will get better when they just seem to be getting worse
I'm so tired of always fighting, always been strong. I don't know how much longer i can do this for. I don't know how much longer i can pretend that i am ok. I just want this all to stop. I feel so useless and alone. I hate it. I hate myself. I destroy everything. Sometimes i wonder if i even deserve to be alive. I mean wouldn't everyone be better off without me? I just make everything worse. I can't do anything right.
I can't face today. My friend needs to have a serious talk with me and i don't want her to worry. I'm not worth it. So what if i sliced my arm up yesterday. If only she knew the half of it. I just want out. I am sick of struggling and waiting to see if things will get better when they just seem to be getting worse
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Oh, sweetie. I am sorry that you are struggling so much. You're amazing, and strong, and beautiful. Keep fighting<3Posted April 5th 2011 at 05:35 AM by Just Peachy.
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No we wouldn't be better off without you. In fact I think it would kill me if you weren't here because I love you so much. I know how hard it is when you keep waiting around for it to get better and it never does. Your time will come though lovely. Hang in there ok <3Posted April 5th 2011 at 11:18 AM by *Jen*
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Stay strong baby girl. Things are hard now but it won't always be this way. You're so strong and things can get better. You can do this. <3Posted April 5th 2011 at 01:03 PM by Palmolive
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I'm sorry you're feeling like this, but it doesnt have to be that way. We're here for you and we love you, so keep fighting.Posted April 5th 2011 at 07:25 PM by Everglow.
