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I give up trying (Trig)
Posted May 17th 2011 at 08:06 PM by Anatidaephobia
I don't see the point anymore in trying. I just fail. I am a dissapointment, a let down, a failure. Whatever i do i end up destroying. I am a wrecking machine. A horrible fat, stupid good for nothing wrecking machine. I went 3 whole days without cutting, didn't think it was possible but then as per usual i wreck that. I gave in. I am weak pathetic. I am horrible. I am a bitch. I am fat. I am ugly. I HATE YOU EMMA!!!I make everything worse for everyone. I fail at everything i do so why try? I am not bothering anymore. I am just going into a cornor and hiding. Noone would notice. Nooone would care. i don't want to fight anymore. Noone wants me or needs me. Noone is bothered if i live or die. Actually no i think that more people would be happy if i was dead. Its what i deserve. I want these images to stop. I want things to stop. I want a hug. I want someone to hold me tell me its ok. I want my friend back. I want to give up. I want to jump. Oh gosh how selfish am i...I, I ,I...Me,ME, ME. I am so selfish. I hate myself. Emma go jump tomorrow. Your not at school. Your friends hate you. Everyone hates you. JUMP JUMP JUMP EMMA!
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Emma, you're none of the horrible things you call yourself. I promise you, you're a beautiful, perfectly sized, lovely girl, who deserves to be happy and loved. And one day you will be, I know it. People like you always end up happy. Just hang on in there. So many people would care if you died. People just want you to live happily, and confidently. You're too amazing to lose.
Stay strong. I love you so so much. <333Posted May 17th 2011 at 08:22 PM by Everglow.
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you are not fat, stupid, horrible, good for nothing, wrecking machine, your not weak, your not pathetic, your not a bitch, your not ugly. you are not selfish.
i do not hate you, i love you and i would be bothered if you died i would miss you terribly and miss you alot. i would not be happy if you were dead, i would be sad and i would miss you loads! you do not deserve to die.
dont give up keep fighting, you can do this!!Posted May 17th 2011 at 09:27 PM by WhisperingSilence
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Hey, you are none of those things! You are beautiful and is loved by so many people. You don't wreck anything.
And you went three days, that IS an accomplishment, and you should be proud of yourself. We all make mistakes, and you need to be forgiving in your recovery.
Keep swimming! Everything will be better soon.Posted May 18th 2011 at 03:32 AM by Coffee.
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Emma sweetie I know for a fact that everyone here on teenhelp is bothered about whether you live or die, especially those who are close to you and those who you help. I'd die if i lost you sweetie. Please don't do it. Please don't jump. You're so young sweetie. You can turn things around. You've just gotta believe in yourself. Hang in there sweet.
Love you <3 xxxPosted May 19th 2011 at 03:00 PM by x_sepi_x
