Typed out a huge blog. Then just deleted it. Don't really see the point. Noone cares, even i don't care about me. Ergh why do i even bother to fight this. CUTCUTCUTCUTOVERDOSECUTCUTCUT

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Just been to see my cat, she's got one of those neck colar things on. She keeps crying and i felt so horrible and helpless just couldn't do anything.
The vet said that if she's not improved by wednesday then they'll have to opperate, but he doesn't want to do that because he doesn't think that she'll make it. I really hope she's ok. I don't think i could handle loosing her. She's the one thing i care about most in the world, the only one who knows when i'm upset and how to chear me up. The...

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Ended up in A&E again the other day
Don't know just so fed up of everything.

Like anyone cares anyway.

Feeling low right now. Just don't feel well. Feel sick, dizzy and shakey. My own fault really so i can't complain.

Just feel pushed aside right now. Don't feel wanted at all. It's probably just me been silly but its doesn't help with people ignoring me.

Don't trust myself right now, urges are so bad. Don't know how to distract myself tonight. I'm going to stay and my nans that means no internet, most my distractions are at home not at my nans. The distractions that work...

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