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Makes Me Want to Scream

Posted August 9th 2011 at 02:54 AM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

This blog post only needs three words:

Financial Aid Sucks

Enough said.

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Good Day

Posted August 7th 2011 at 05:45 AM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)
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(Awesome whistling)
Woke up in London yesterday
Found myself in the city near Piccadilly
Don't really know how I got here
I got some pictures on my phone
New names and numbers that I don't know
Address to places like Abbey Road
Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want
We're young enough to say

Oh this has gotta be a good life
This has gotta be a good life
This could really be a good life, good life
I say "Oh,

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College Registration

Posted July 7th 2011 at 04:31 AM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

IT'S TIME TO CELEBRATE!!!!!! I'M OFFICIALLY A COLLEGE STUDENT!!!

Sorry, I went a little crazy with the Smilies but I was just so happy to have finally had my college registration and to have my class list in my hands. It has finally sunk in; I graduated, I'm going to college. Wow, time has gone by so fast. But I'm happy, and after my depression (2 years now.

) I was worried I would fall back into that after graduation because

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Suckish Day

Posted June 8th 2011 at 08:56 PM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

I'll keep this short, for once.

Today started out as a good day, but then I got a text from a friend who moved away asking if this guy had asked me out. Told her he did, and this is what she sent back, exact words, "...... don't do it....". She then proceeded to tell me that he is a player and he still sends her texts saying he loves her AND he is dating another girl who I have just met. I'm thinking, really? REALLY? Why is it that the only guys who ask me out are players?!...

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You find out who your friends are

Posted June 7th 2011 at 02:47 PM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

So as some people on here know I graduated about two weeks ago, and already SOOOO much has changed since then. I mean I figured that I wouldn't be seeing my friends everyday, but what bugs me is that they would always say, "Just text me and we'll hang out" etc, etc.

Well I text them and they don't respond. I'm thinking thanks, I guess I don't even deserve an excuse for not seeing me, just don't respond and I'll make one up for you. I know I'm sounding bitchy, but they could...

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Long Distance Relationship

Posted June 5th 2011 at 09:01 PM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

Well, I guess I have a boyfriend kinda. As you can see I haven't changed my relationship status, even though we have been dating for a week.

My problem is, is that it's a long distance relationship. It's over the Internet and I don't know if it will work out. I don't have a home phone, we got rid of it because of telemarketers, prank callers, and my last boyfriend, who was a crazy stalker. Also I don't have a cellphone.

I also don't believe I'm cut out for long distance...

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A Letter To My Past Self

Posted May 31st 2011 at 05:00 AM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

Dear Ashley,

I know life is tough for you right now, but I can tell you. It WILL get better. I am proof of that. Let me tell you this, it's not the way out. Suicide is never the right way. Angela would be so disappointed and you know what, when Josie has her baby, you will be the godmother, and that little girl will look up to you. You need to be there for her. Things are going to be okay.

Now this is something I need to get out right away. STAY AWAY FROM MICHEAL!! He may...

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Best Friends Forever

Posted May 16th 2011 at 11:30 PM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

Today was a tough day. I really don't want to be the blogger who just blogs about what happened each and every day of their life, but today I just needed to vent.

Well, I guess my day started to head south during my first class of the day. My friend, L, I'll call her was talking to me. Complaining, I should say, about her life. She said that she wants a new car, but her dad won't buy her one. Sounds harmless, huh. Her car is only 3 years old......and it's a Camero!!! Really?! My car...

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Why?

Posted May 14th 2011 at 05:00 AM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

Eww. You disgusting freak!
Get away from me!

This is what some lady said to me a few days ago. I know I'm 18, I should be grown up enough to handle whatever comes at me. But I just didn't expect someone to say this to me. Especially someone older than me.

I was at a restaurant with a friend for breakfast. I'm used to getting stares from people because I have severe plaque psoriasis all over my body. Well I had just got my order

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Reason For living

Posted April 29th 2011 at 04:00 AM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

Think about this.
The person you are going to marry is walking the Earth at this very second.
That thought alone should give you hope to continue each and every day, knowing someone, somewhere is completely in love with you, even if you both don't know it yet.

I just read this saying on Facebook, and I kind of just fell in love with it. When I read it I thought to myself, "This is so true. I wish someone had said this to me when I was in the worst of my depression,

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