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Posted June 7th 2010 at 04:51 AM by omg.megan
Behhhhhhhhhh.
For the first time in my life I can truly say that everything is going well.
I'm slowly falling in love with a certain guy with who I will be going to prom in 2 weeks...
I am done with school, only have a few exams this week and then I'm over with high school ; forever. I actually had my graduation ceremony last friday. It was nice, although it was kinda bittersweet. I don't quite realise that I am now officially entering the adult world, leaving all of school behind, moving to actually having a career. I'm scared, I truly am. I'm an ambitious girl but I've always been scared of myself, because I know how stupid I can be sometimes.
Anyway, all stupidity in me seems to be gone now, and I think that's what makes me so happy. I can finally call myself a 'good girl'. I don't get in trouble anymore. I stopped caring for some things that were actually harming me. I learned to break some bridges with people that were hurting me. Basically ; I am enjoying life without compromising my well-being or the well-being of other, which is a huge step for me
I've been clean of drugs for over 9 weeks now, so that is really a good thing considering I had kind of had a weak spot a few months ago and had started using again but anyway, I have some really great support (aka my friends) and I am forever gratefull for the people that have been there for me no matter how dumb I have been.
So, yeah, I'm a happy girl and can't wait to go down to Australia for a trip on July 8, yay ! Can't wait, hehe.
Much love,
- Megan
For the first time in my life I can truly say that everything is going well.
I'm slowly falling in love with a certain guy with who I will be going to prom in 2 weeks...
I am done with school, only have a few exams this week and then I'm over with high school ; forever. I actually had my graduation ceremony last friday. It was nice, although it was kinda bittersweet. I don't quite realise that I am now officially entering the adult world, leaving all of school behind, moving to actually having a career. I'm scared, I truly am. I'm an ambitious girl but I've always been scared of myself, because I know how stupid I can be sometimes.
Anyway, all stupidity in me seems to be gone now, and I think that's what makes me so happy. I can finally call myself a 'good girl'. I don't get in trouble anymore. I stopped caring for some things that were actually harming me. I learned to break some bridges with people that were hurting me. Basically ; I am enjoying life without compromising my well-being or the well-being of other, which is a huge step for me
I've been clean of drugs for over 9 weeks now, so that is really a good thing considering I had kind of had a weak spot a few months ago and had started using again but anyway, I have some really great support (aka my friends) and I am forever gratefull for the people that have been there for me no matter how dumb I have been.
So, yeah, I'm a happy girl and can't wait to go down to Australia for a trip on July 8, yay ! Can't wait, hehe.
Much love,
- Megan
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Congrats Megan!!! On congrats on the 9 months being drug free :hug: I hope all your future endeavors will be successful no matter what you do! Good Luck XD !Posted June 7th 2010 at 06:06 AM by Em0ti0nallyUNSTABLE
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Aww baby, so happy for you! hehe. I think I'm even more happier that your phone got fix so we can go back to our texting addictions.
ILY!Posted June 7th 2010 at 11:48 PM by Hollifire
