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Posted February 14th 2010 at 03:17 AM by omg.megan
Uhum, uuhuuuum!
That was me coughing to get you guy's attention
Sooooooo, V-day tomorrow, eh people ? Oh, how wonderful...not -___-
Valentine's day is a day that I don't particularly enjoy. I'm not the cuddling, "i love you", marry me - type of girl, so all the crazy 'cute' things that couples do on this singular date...eh *eye-roll*
I'm not a pessimistic lover, I am just not a couple's girl. Oh, and I SOOOOO don't mind spending Valentine's day alone. Seriously, I have spent it alone for the past 3 years and everytime I have a blast anyway. So to all you girls and guys that are a similar situation - CHEERS TO ALL OF YOU. Honestly, I much rather go out, have some fun instead of doing...coupley stuff. Ewww.
I do respect people that are into the idea of being cute on Valentine's day, I know that I am a unique case and that most girls are into those kind of things but eh, I'm not your ordinary girl, hehe.
Anyway, other than my anti V-day celebrations, I have came to a rather weird conclusion about my life. Okay, so this is gonna sound weird but something's been running in my mind lately...I feel as though I will die before age 22, and I mean that in the most non-suicidal way. I swear, it is not something that I decided, I just feel that way...and that feeling, I cannot really ignore. Live fast, die young - I think it's the best way I can possibly describe it. In other words, right now, I feel like the next James Dean or 2pac (the second, heehe) (although I am neither a guy nor african-american). I'm a risk-taker, always have been...but lately, these risks have taken me to places that I never thought I'd go. I get these twisted rushs of pleasure when risking my own life, as if purposely taking part of my life away gives me such a thrill, it's insane...really it is....Why would I want to live such a life ? Why chose such a path ?Anyway, it's hard to explain so I'll leave it to that.
Now, I'll go buy a 1L of ice cream, rent "Love Actually" and try not to have violent impulses when seeing a happy couple. Gotta stay zen and out of prison. (aa)
Much love,
- Megan
That was me coughing to get you guy's attention
Sooooooo, V-day tomorrow, eh people ? Oh, how wonderful...not -___-
Valentine's day is a day that I don't particularly enjoy. I'm not the cuddling, "i love you", marry me - type of girl, so all the crazy 'cute' things that couples do on this singular date...eh *eye-roll*
I'm not a pessimistic lover, I am just not a couple's girl. Oh, and I SOOOOO don't mind spending Valentine's day alone. Seriously, I have spent it alone for the past 3 years and everytime I have a blast anyway. So to all you girls and guys that are a similar situation - CHEERS TO ALL OF YOU. Honestly, I much rather go out, have some fun instead of doing...coupley stuff. Ewww.
I do respect people that are into the idea of being cute on Valentine's day, I know that I am a unique case and that most girls are into those kind of things but eh, I'm not your ordinary girl, hehe.
Anyway, other than my anti V-day celebrations, I have came to a rather weird conclusion about my life. Okay, so this is gonna sound weird but something's been running in my mind lately...I feel as though I will die before age 22, and I mean that in the most non-suicidal way. I swear, it is not something that I decided, I just feel that way...and that feeling, I cannot really ignore. Live fast, die young - I think it's the best way I can possibly describe it. In other words, right now, I feel like the next James Dean or 2pac (the second, heehe) (although I am neither a guy nor african-american
). I'm a risk-taker, always have been...but lately, these risks have taken me to places that I never thought I'd go. I get these twisted rushs of pleasure when risking my own life, as if purposely taking part of my life away gives me such a thrill, it's insane...really it is....Why would I want to live such a life ? Why chose such a path ?Anyway, it's hard to explain so I'll leave it to that. Now, I'll go buy a 1L of ice cream, rent "Love Actually" and try not to have violent impulses when seeing a happy couple. Gotta stay zen and out of prison. (aa)
Much love,
- Megan
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You're not single, loser, you're my hoe, remember? :] And Love Actually is a great movie!!
P.S. - I'm engaged, as of yesterday (sat). :]
Posted February 14th 2010 at 01:40 PM by Hollifire
