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I could really use a wish right now...
Posted May 5th 2010 at 01:34 AM by omg.megan
I just realised it's been ages since I last posted anything on here 
Why ? I have no idea, I haven't been THAT busy, but yeah, whatever !
Sooooo, right now life is quite beautiful. I really am feeling good right now, and I hadn't felt like that for a while now. I don't know why exactly, I mean, life is definatley not perfect ; I keep getting in arguments with teachers for non-sense, my best friend and I had a major fit about 3 weeks ago and haven't spoken since, I am struggling with stress - but I still feel incredible. I think I am now immuned to bad news or sh*t happening to me. I have learned to say 'f*ck it' to every bad thing that happens to me so instead of making a fuss about it I just continue on with my life. Honestly people ; smartest thing to do !
Anyway, other than that I've been pretty stressed out lately. Some of the factors that affect my stress level ; prom preparations (it's in less than a month
) , my plans for next year , and figuring out if I really want to stay in the US.
I miss Australia so much and I think that hitting the 6 year mark of life in the United States really made me realise that maybe it's enough. It's not that I don't like life here, it's actually pretty good but it is nothing like Aussie. But all in all, althought I miss my home country, I don't see why I should go back. Nobody is expecting me to come back, I have no one to come back to ; why bother ? Ehhh, I don't know...maybe it's worth the hassle of packing up and leaving my US life.
Anyway, I talked to the guidance councelour at school (I was forced to see her, hehe) and I told her about my futur plans. I got accepted to ASU in the arts (dance profile) but am not really looking into going to uni. That kinda shocked her. 'But Megan...everyone is going to college, are you sure about your decision ? You have potential' blablabla !
She didn't seem to understand that college just isn't for me. I know myself well enough to know that. School has never been easy for me. I've had a rough high school experience, and to get through it has already been good enough of an accomplishement.
My plan is now to figure out what to do next year. I could work full-time in hair-dressing. I could move back to Australia and figure it out over there. I could decide to work for a year and then go back to college. I have a bunch of possibilities, I just have to prioritize I guess
Anyway, I'll just leave it to that - stop my rambling now and go call my prom date-dude (yay for not going to prom solo, hehe) in order to plan a shopping trip so we can buy his corsage and stuff
Toodles,
- Megan
Why ? I have no idea, I haven't been THAT busy, but yeah, whatever ! Sooooo, right now life is quite beautiful. I really am feeling good right now, and I hadn't felt like that for a while now. I don't know why exactly, I mean, life is definatley not perfect ; I keep getting in arguments with teachers for non-sense, my best friend and I had a major fit about 3 weeks ago and haven't spoken since, I am struggling with stress - but I still feel incredible. I think I am now immuned to bad news or sh*t happening to me. I have learned to say 'f*ck it' to every bad thing that happens to me so instead of making a fuss about it I just continue on with my life. Honestly people ; smartest thing to do !
Anyway, other than that I've been pretty stressed out lately. Some of the factors that affect my stress level ; prom preparations (it's in less than a month
) , my plans for next year , and figuring out if I really want to stay in the US. I miss Australia so much and I think that hitting the 6 year mark of life in the United States really made me realise that maybe it's enough. It's not that I don't like life here, it's actually pretty good but it is nothing like Aussie. But all in all, althought I miss my home country, I don't see why I should go back. Nobody is expecting me to come back, I have no one to come back to ; why bother ? Ehhh, I don't know...maybe it's worth the hassle of packing up and leaving my US life.
Anyway, I talked to the guidance councelour at school (I was forced to see her, hehe) and I told her about my futur plans. I got accepted to ASU in the arts (dance profile) but am not really looking into going to uni. That kinda shocked her. 'But Megan...everyone is going to college, are you sure about your decision ? You have potential' blablabla !
She didn't seem to understand that college just isn't for me. I know myself well enough to know that. School has never been easy for me. I've had a rough high school experience, and to get through it has already been good enough of an accomplishement.
My plan is now to figure out what to do next year. I could work full-time in hair-dressing. I could move back to Australia and figure it out over there. I could decide to work for a year and then go back to college. I have a bunch of possibilities, I just have to prioritize I guess
Anyway, I'll just leave it to that - stop my rambling now and go call my prom date-dude (yay for not going to prom solo, hehe) in order to plan a shopping trip so we can buy his corsage and stuff
Toodles,
- Megan
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