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I could really use someone to talk to.
Posted February 16th 2011 at 02:20 AM by Jannel
Lately I've been feeling like poop.
I can't talk to my friends about it 'cause.. well I don't really have any left. And that really sucks, and it's all my fault. I'm not a good friend, I can't give advice, I can't stay up all night with them when they're sad or need someone to talk to. I can't make them feel better, or do anything basically. And that's why they stopped talking to me. And I don't blame them at all.
I'm stressed out because my of my families constant complianing about money and how we don't have enough, their stupid pointless fights, the cleaning up after everyone all the time while still trying to find the time for myself and my homework and always worrying about money and feeling useless because I can't get a job. I lost my birth certificate and my carecard and i don't have a photo I.D all of which I need to get a sin card or whatever it's called in order to get a job.
Oh yeah. I haven't told you the best news yet. My auntie caught my little brother who's 14 years old molesting my little cousins a boy and a girl a while back. The social services and everyone is getting involved and he might get taken away and be put in a safe house. I cannot tell you how much that hurt me to hear. I cried all night long and I still haven't talked to him yet.
I can't handle all this stress. I feel like saying screw it and ending it all. If only it were that easy hey?
Anyways. Later.
I can't talk to my friends about it 'cause.. well I don't really have any left. And that really sucks, and it's all my fault. I'm not a good friend, I can't give advice, I can't stay up all night with them when they're sad or need someone to talk to. I can't make them feel better, or do anything basically. And that's why they stopped talking to me. And I don't blame them at all.
I'm stressed out because my of my families constant complianing about money and how we don't have enough, their stupid pointless fights, the cleaning up after everyone all the time while still trying to find the time for myself and my homework and always worrying about money and feeling useless because I can't get a job. I lost my birth certificate and my carecard and i don't have a photo I.D all of which I need to get a sin card or whatever it's called in order to get a job.
Oh yeah. I haven't told you the best news yet. My auntie caught my little brother who's 14 years old molesting my little cousins a boy and a girl a while back. The social services and everyone is getting involved and he might get taken away and be put in a safe house. I cannot tell you how much that hurt me to hear. I cried all night long and I still haven't talked to him yet.
I can't handle all this stress. I feel like saying screw it and ending it all. If only it were that easy hey?
Anyways. Later.
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Hey, just wanted to say that if you ever want someone to talk to, you are welcome to message me any time.
Posted February 16th 2011 at 03:54 AM by Hiraeth
