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This Is Just A Little Taste Of The Wacky, Weird And Crazy Thoughts That Make Their Way Through My Mind Everyday....
Gahh..
Posted August 10th 2011 at 04:03 AM by Jannel
I need to rant, like seriously.
I'm turning 17 tomorrow, and tbh I could care less, I wish I did care less.
I'm turning 17 tomorrow, and tbh I could care less, I wish I did care less.
I'm still scared of growing up, and even more now that I have realised the pressure of my families name riding all on me.
My family expects/wants me to straighten out and deal with my brothers all on my own when I hit legal age and we all move in together.
My family expects/wants me to straighten out and deal with my brothers all on my own when I hit legal age and we all move in together.
And I know I'll be doing all the work, pulling all the weight, my older brother doesn't care about anyone else but himself and partys all the time, my younger brother is so co-dependant he couldn't tell which way is up if you weren't there to tell him the difference.
I guess this is how my mom felt all the time, now I understand why she said she wished she was dead all the time. I sure wish I was. x.x
My auntie has had it with me and my brothers, my little brother is following in my dads footsteps and is doing a damn good job so far, and that just pisses me off.
The social services are going to take him away sometime soon and put him into a group home because he's too far gone and it isn't helping him being around kids all the time.
The social services are going to take him away sometime soon and put him into a group home because he's too far gone and it isn't helping him being around kids all the time.
I can't do anything around the house right 'cause all i wanna do is lay in bed and die.
Y'know?
It's just to hard. D;
Y'know?
It's just to hard. D;
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