TeenHelp
Get Advice Quick Ask Support Forums Today's Posts Chat Room

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Chat and Live Help Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Safety Zone
   Hotlines
   Alternatives
   Calendar


You are not registered or have not logged in
Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!) As a guest you can submit help requests, create and reply to Forum posts, join our Chat Room and read our range of articles & resources. By registering you will be able to get fully involved in our community and enjoy features such as connect with members worldwide, add friends & send messages, express yourself through a Blog, find others with similar interests in Social Groups, post pictures and links, set up a profile and more! Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!



Uncategorized Entries with no category
Old

Ramble

Posted February 10th 2016 at 11:03 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

After doing so much yesterday I feel really ill today. But I have to do stuff today as well. The point of get is that you do the same every day. I have to get up but things hurt. I have to study but my brain is foggy. I have to do things. I need to cook and eat. I need to clean. I need to do so much. I donít know where to start.

Faceblind problems though. The other day my friend said hello and I had no idea who he was until he pulled his hood off and I saw his bald head
...
Evanesco's Avatar
Linguistics geek
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 376 Comments 1 Evanesco is offline
         
Old

i am pain

Posted February 9th 2016 at 10:12 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

i woke up with my hands hurting so much and a splitting headache. This does not bode well for the rest of the day. I try not to take painkillers but I think I might have to. At least my pokemon mystery box arrived. I have a new plushie and a bunch of stickers and some pokemon finger puppets and other stuff
Evanesco's Avatar
Linguistics geek
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 196 Comments 1 Evanesco is offline
Old

Positive?

Posted February 8th 2016 at 10:28 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I'm going to catch up on some uni reading. I'm going to attend my lecture. The parcel for my rats arrived so I can give them a bath and put up their new tubes and climbing stuff. I'll probably do that tomorrow though when I clean the cage out.

Last night I played d & d for the first time. It was a lot of fun and for 7 hours I actually felt happy. So long as I kept talking. When I stopped interacting with people I felt bad again.

Also I brought my rats down to see...
Evanesco's Avatar
Linguistics geek
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 168 Comments 0 Evanesco is offline
Old

i suck

Posted February 7th 2016 at 12:08 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

i'm not depressed im just a stupid kid who's stupid stupid stupid so i dont need my meds im never going back to get more i dont need them and if i do end up killing myself its not becaise im depressed its just that im a stupid kid whos just stupid
Evanesco's Avatar
Linguistics geek
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 188 Comments 0 Evanesco is offline
Old

Slightly more positive?

Posted February 6th 2016 at 09:23 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I finished my dissertation proposal. I still don't feel great, but I do feel like a weight has been lifted and I can breathe again. I currently don't have any deadlines coming up. I have a gap where I can study on my own time, enjoy my lectures and try to help myself improve my mental and physical health. Before too long there will be more deadlines, and I need to meet my tutor and my supervisor soon, but other than that I have a break. I'm implementing a new routine to try and pull me out of the...
Evanesco's Avatar
Linguistics geek
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 175 Comments 0 Evanesco is offline
Old

dissertation

Posted February 5th 2016 at 05:22 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I have five hours to finish my dissertation proposal. Wish me luck? I'm actually feeling reasonably confident about it for the first time this year which is a pleasant surprise after how awful the last few weeks have been. I'm halfway through and I need to write another 1000 words, but I have a load of literature still to review and a methodology to write so there's plenty to put it. I shouldn't have too much trouble with it. I can do this. I've still failed a module, but if I can do this then...
Evanesco's Avatar
Linguistics geek
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 161 Comments 0 Evanesco is offline
Old

lost (tw: suicide)

Posted February 4th 2016 at 03:07 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

i feel like im nothing more than a list of diagnoses. i'm nothing more than a list of reasons of why im a fuck up. im nothing.

im tidying my room. the plan is that i can't die with a messy room. dont know what im gonna do once its clean. i need something else to stop me from doing something stupid. despite all the doctors and psychs and therapists ive seen i still dont know how to reach out for help.
Evanesco's Avatar
Linguistics geek
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 168 Comments 1 Evanesco is offline
Old

Ahahahahaha *curls up and cries*

Posted January 29th 2016 at 01:25 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

Had my appointment at the cfs service today. It was incredibly draining. But I have an official diagnosis of CFS/ME now.

The psychologist also said that I have EDNOS and probably aspergers as well. But because it was the CFS service she decided not to do proper diagnoses and told me I'd have to look elsewhere about those things.

The worst part of the thing was probably being ordered to make eye contact. That was really stressful. I felt like I was a child being told...
Evanesco's Avatar
Linguistics geek
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 174 Comments 0 Evanesco is offline
Old

tw: eating disorder, weight (no numbers obviously)

Posted January 20th 2016 at 11:52 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

my friend was talking to me about not eating and i think they're developing an eating disorder and possibly a drinking problem as well and i tried to help them through last night but it really triggered me and i weighed myself this morning and ive gained so much weight and i hyperventilated and had a panic attack and cried and i want to die i feel so fat
Evanesco's Avatar
Linguistics geek
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 156 Comments 0 Evanesco is offline
Old

whywhywhywhy

Posted November 26th 2015 at 05:08 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

why do i do this to myself its nearly 6am again
i spend all day just wanting to go to bed and go back to sleep and then i spend all night feeling too anxious to lie down and even try to go to sleep
this sucks so much
i have a seminar tomorrow. its not till 2 but knowing me i'll still sleep right through it. i suck
Evanesco's Avatar
Linguistics geek
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 163 Comments 0 Evanesco is offline
 
User Infomation
Your Avatar

Latest Articles

Statistics
Members: 97,125
Threads: 161,083
Posts: 1,384,282
Total Online: 287

Newest Member: EUYMargari

Advertisement



All material copyright ©1998-2023, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints | Mobile

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2023, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.