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Further exhaustion.
Posted November 14th 2012 at 06:10 AM by i_like_black
To the point that today I had a fairly massive headache, and could not for the life of me fall asleep and have a short nap to sleep it off. Fml.
Tristan came over. Did his washing, had some food, went and got Luke, returned, left again, they'll be coming back later and we're going to play pool. I'll go, because I don't want to be rude, but in all honesty I feel like somebody bashed my brain.
I'm over feeling like this. Over the exhaustion, over feeling low all the time, over having no appetite, feeling like cutting (I haven't been, and those that I have done, are very, very minor.), just feeling awful.
I'm going to ask my keyworker to ask my doctor if I can go on an anti-depressant as well as the quetiapine, because the quetiapine alone just doesn't seem to be kicking this. And I want to stop feeling like this. I want my energy back, and well, my will to live back would be nice too.
I want hugs so badly and I just don't seem able to ask for them.
Maybe I'll ask Leisa tomorrow.
Oh, and I have probation tomorrow. Meh.
Tristan came over. Did his washing, had some food, went and got Luke, returned, left again, they'll be coming back later and we're going to play pool. I'll go, because I don't want to be rude, but in all honesty I feel like somebody bashed my brain.
I'm over feeling like this. Over the exhaustion, over feeling low all the time, over having no appetite, feeling like cutting (I haven't been, and those that I have done, are very, very minor.), just feeling awful.
I'm going to ask my keyworker to ask my doctor if I can go on an anti-depressant as well as the quetiapine, because the quetiapine alone just doesn't seem to be kicking this. And I want to stop feeling like this. I want my energy back, and well, my will to live back would be nice too.
I want hugs so badly and I just don't seem able to ask for them.
Maybe I'll ask Leisa tomorrow.
Oh, and I have probation tomorrow. Meh.
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*virtual hug*
keep smiling, because you're lovely and you can fight this.Posted November 14th 2012 at 06:36 AM by Greenie
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Hey there
I'm one of those invisible people who read all your blogs--
And I'm sorry you're going through this. Hang in there, hun, it gets better. *lots of hugs*
~paulaPosted November 14th 2012 at 02:51 PM by escape♥
