I am so pathetic. I cut last night...I hate it. I tell others to stay strong then I cant even keep promises. I promised people who saved my life I wouldn't cut. Now they are going to be upset when I see them again. Which will be next summer. I promised myself. I cant keep a simple promise. I need someone to save me from myself. Separate me from my own two hands, I've killed so many times, But I can't save the world from the creatures that don't die. I forgot, I cant be saved. I am already past the...

Have you ever really danced on the edge
Is something still scaring you
Have you ever really danced on the edge
The count of three is up
Have you ever really danced on the edge
Alright then tell me so
Have you ever really danced on the edge
Just hold my hand and jump
And bright lights mean nothing to you
Because no one would know

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Last night after my stepdad left I couldn't sleep...I stayed up half of the night cutting...I'm sorry...I just couldn't take it...I was just wishing I could take away the pain...I still wish I could take away the pain. But I don't want to cut right now...I cut really deep last night...It wouldn't stop bleeding...But it finally did. And I went to sleep. Which is good. Because now I feel a bit better. Yay. But I am sorry for cutting...

So...You know the house in Hogwarts, Hufflepuff?...I feel like it was filled with potheads...Here are reasons why:

• Hufflepuff. HUFF le PUFF
• They are mostly considered nice and peaceful.
• They live right next to the kitchen.
• Their head of house teaches Herbology.
• "Badger" is exactly the kind of animal a stoner would come up with.
• Slytherins obviously do cocaine.

#THIS IS A LEGITAMITE THEORY #YOU KNOW CEDRIC DIGGORY WAS HIGH NOST OF THE TIME #I MEAN YOU HAD TI HAVE BEEN HIGH TO...

Yesterday I was skateboarding and I tried to do a kick-flip(ish) thing....I have to work on it. Even though I've been skating for about 3 years...Ugh.....I hate it!! But hey, it's a hobby that I have a deep passion for...So I am going to skate today and work on it.

You are a lucky dude if my mean ass like you.
You are lucky because you don't go through what I do.
You are lucky you don't have to see me at my worst.
You are lucky I am nice to you.
You are lucky because I chose you.
You should be proud of yourself.
You should be relieved none of those other bitches took you.
I might be crazy, but I treat my boyfriends right.
But you let me fade away.
You said you loved me then you cheated.
Why did...

Don't get it twisted and delete me off your friends list. Stay busy tweeting hatred at me, all up in my business. I'm getting kicks out of this shit like it was my sneakers. And the game fears me like a motherfuckin' wife beater. Just let me go. I'm on my own, a rolling stone.

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We are the Revelation. So scream it out loud. We are birth of a nation. So join as one.

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Why do people fall in love with me? And they aren't even in love with me. They are just using me...All I want in this world is for someone to love me for who I am and not for my looks....

My mom wanted to talk to me today about moving. She said my (ex)stepdad wont let me live in the house unless I say sorry. I don't understand why I have to say sorry. He is the one who got me to the point of blowing up! That is bullshit! I am DONE!!!

I cut again last night... My family doesn't care about me. I feel like I am never accepted anywhere I go. I am not even accepted in my own house. Maybe I should just kill myself. I'd rather me kill myself than let someone else...That makes no sense...But everyone is "killing" me. On the inside and out. Last night my father told me I was stupid, a waste of air, and I am worthless. I thought your parents were supposed to love you unconditionally...I guess not. No one loves me. I don't...