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I just can't anymore Trig

Posted November 14th 2015 at 02:50 AM by iambatman (My Blog About Stupid Shit)

Why do I feel this way? I wake up everyday disappointed...Because I wake up. I hate feeling this way. But everyday my mind tells me to kill myself...I hate my on being. I hate everything abut me. I feel like I am lost inside of my mind. I am consumed in my thoughts all the time. I try not to show how I am feeling, but lately it has been getting harder and harder. I hate it. I just think about what death feels like, all the time. And I have been having more and more hallucinations...Which is not...

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iambatman

Suicidal? Yes.

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.....Ehh

Posted November 13th 2015 at 03:16 PM by iambatman (My Blog About Stupid Shit)
Updated November 13th 2015 at 03:48 PM by iambatman

That god does not exist, I cannot deny
That my whole being cries out for a god, I cannot forget.
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The kingdom of god
is inside you and all around you.
Not in a mansion of wood and stone
Split a piece of wood and god is there
Lift a stone and you will find god.
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Tear down the cross,
Splinters and shards.
Remembered this Trojan horse
Rode to the land we enter....

iambatman

Suicidal? Yes.

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My Story (triggering)

Posted November 10th 2015 at 03:26 AM by iambatman (My Blog About Stupid Shit)
Updated November 10th 2015 at 11:32 AM by Astrophile. (Adding triggering prefix.)

So....When I was 4 my great-grandpa died and my soul died along with him. I lived with him and my great-grandma at the time and he was the only person in my house that took care of me. When I was 5 my great-grandma's ex boyfriend started to molest me. My father walked in on him touching me and he didn't do anything. It kept going on until I was 10. I didn't tell anyone until I was 11. I told my mother and she tried to press charges, but there was nothing she could do. When I was 12 I was started...

iambatman

Suicidal? Yes.

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Uhmm...Just some random shit..

Posted November 9th 2015 at 09:49 PM by iambatman (My Blog About Stupid Shit)
Updated November 12th 2015 at 01:52 PM by iambatman

RAW stands for: Rough, Awesome, Wo-ow

Interviewer: "So we need to talk about all the cocaine you do."
Jake Pitts: "All the coke we do? Totally..."
Ashley Purdy: "Yeah man. We do tons of coke."
Jinxx: "Yeah we do!"
Ashley Purdy: "Yeah, and when we do, I just go around saying 'Ding Dang, Who's Your Boss?'"

I smoke a million swisher blunts and I aint ever coming down.

I'm in the W but...

iambatman

Suicidal? Yes.

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Sleeping With Sirens Lyrics I like...Dont read if you dont care..

Posted November 8th 2015 at 11:34 PM by iambatman (My Blog About Stupid Shit)

Could you check my pulse for me, to see if I'm alive?
~Sleeping With Sirens~

I'm sitting on the edge
A thousand stars burning in the sky up overhead
How could it get more beautiful than this?
And it made me think of when, when in my life have I ever felt more infinite?
And could I ever get back there again?
It's the way it goes you fall so short, sometimes you feel so close
But when you find the thing that matters most

...

iambatman

Suicidal? Yes.

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Just some lyrics I love

Posted October 26th 2015 at 02:58 PM by iambatman (My Blog About Stupid Shit)

Do you even miss us? Your bottles and mistress? I need to know, I need to know! Why are you walking away?
~A Trophy Fathers Trophy Son~
There is a Hell, believe me I've seen it. There is a Heaven, let's keep it a secret.
~Crucify Me~
I'm scared to get close. I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get, the lower I'll sink. I cant drown my demons they know how to swim
~Can...

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